meiiyunn

happy monkey

2009-04-28T21:23:00.002+05:00

hello! im back blogging again.
it seems like there's so much things to do. school starts again = start of those stupid projects again. stress.. lala, i reborn my hair like again? its the 7th time? haha. practically i dunno what i wanna blog.

went to st. james again on sat, den got one guy from another table wanted to know me. i dunno why i so rude la. lol. maybe because he is just normal looking. =x LOL! when he first talk to me i sort of ignore, den he asked his fren to talk to me, den blah blah blah. den want ask my contact. den i tell him to open one martel and drink half den i give. lols! although he dun dare open but nv give up ask for like 4 times but i nv give hahaha. cos my phone bill too chor liao. dun want entertain ppl. lol! reach home ard 5am, slept and wake up for work on sunday.

sunday was just another sunday, i missed star awards :( but nvm.

monday was spent quite meaningfully.
i dunno why, but i think its because i did not give myself chance to ponder about things i should not think of. Basically woke up at 8am, prepared my breakfast and lunch to sch. bread with ham cheese and tomato, and fusili bolognese. i was so in love with the breakfast, cos i accidentally melted the cheese when i put it on top of my lunch box. so its like so nice loh the cheese melt in between ham and tomato. haha. i tried doing it again, but fail loh. sad :( haha..
so, went for lectures and tutorial.. after sch met ben for dinner den when hg plaza to play pool. basically i lost la. lol.. den watch table of glory and the 10pm channel U show. den bath.. and i SEW my first doll doll. i spent 3 to 4 hours doing. and i like it alot. ppl say its cute also. keke :)

den today, im feeling very tired now. haha. went tutorial during the noon, den back home, basically doing nth much. but dunno why so tired. ha. alrites shall end with some pictures :)

his name is happy monkey :)

thats all for now !

hello

2009-04-25T00:22:00.002+05:00

its been god damn long since i last posted, i almost forgotten my password to log in. keke =x
life had not been good for me through out the couples of months. Quite a lot has been occurring, but anyway, im trying not to think of the bad stuff. I've worked through out my 2month of holiday, its been really tiring.. and kinda sick of work. but i got nth better to do thou.
holiday is not very well spent, and i had been doing things which are really damaging to my body since feb. like drinking and stuff. and im so addicted to facebook's bejewel, not because its real fun, but because i wanna haolian, win people so i can hang on to the comp for hours playing it. and its like totally useless... zZzZz...
Rarr~ sometimes i really hate myself.. i spend money like water again. and im damn broke again rite now.. so damn sad. anyway, its already spent...
felt so useless recently la.. grrr..
and sometimes i dunno is my internet connection got prob or my stupid vaio got problem, it loads like damn slowly loh. feel like smashing my lap top loh. if i got the money, i will smash this red vaio and get a pinky one. keke =x.. but think too much liao la..

garr.. i need some self motivation...
boooooooooooo~

st.james.

2008-12-06T06:33:00.002+04:00

hello~ been a while since i last blogged.
dun really have the mood to blog.. just wanna upload some photos taken at st. James last sunday, celebrating wymond bday..
went gay's night again. and there's a fashion show... and the guys model are hot... the below photos are not taken by me... i took ZERO photos of them...

and this is some Artistic dance?

and bye for now....

hais

2008-11-29T08:19:00.002+04:00

drink twice this week...
not feeling good thou...
feeling bad now also....
hais.......

hais

2008-11-27T21:05:00.002+04:00

okay, been a few days since i last blog.

was really busy. and moodless to blog.
pratically bout school.. and ya.. guys? or relationship thingy....
so what's that about school? pratically projects la.. tons of project...
relationship? complicated... maybe its me who made everything so complicated.
recently found alot of hypocrites.. ya. i am one too... ppl dun treat u truely, why should i treat anyone truely.?
nah... dun wanna talk about it...
ok... and...
ya.. i simply hate it when someone else have the time to do their individual stuff.. yet someone else have to rush out some group stuff... i think just have to be selfish too.... myself as first priority, and push other to others... (whatever ppl may comment, i dun care)
comm skill , pom, htm, psychology, sociology...
my brain is just not functioning well... couldnt think... pardon me if i dun really wish to talk... im just too tired of everything....

ok.. although some shitter just gone.. out of my life.. but i cant admit i still do think... bout e past.. its simply hard to let go everything.. my life is just so complicated now....
and i felt tat im losing everything.....
i got everything at a moment..... everything...... everything that i wanted..... everything until i dunno what to choose... now.... it seems like i lost everything within a week..... everything i ever want.... maybe im just too selfish......
its my retribution.....
and i think, i dun deserve to be loved...
i dun deserve to love either..
im better off my own............
but, i dun wanna be alone.....
i want someone to dote on me......
but... can i still trust again?
i lost all my trust....
lost the ability to love again.....
lost the ability to think, to make a decision, to know what i really want
i pratically lost everything......
how i wish i have never met R... that fucking bastard...
if i nv been so silly, i wont be in a state like this now....
now, im so afraid of sweet talks... and broken promises.... and hypocrite-ness......
im tired... and my eyes are swollen again......

fuck, emo kid......

emo, again

2008-11-19T22:02:00.003+04:00

okay, again. im feeling damn emo..
i hate myself , hate myself to do all the wrong things.. i just lost the ability to think.. about wat is right and wat is wrong. i just felt so bad.. is loving someone a wrong thing to do? why cant i just get wat i want? why issit that everything i dun want something, they kept coming to me.. and when i need them... they just dun allow me to have them?

its so hard to describe my feelings. everything seems like a dream for me.. seems fake to me.. but why? why do i have to fake myself.? bluff myself to believe them all? trust? wat is trust? love? what is love? everything seems so complicated..
everything just SUCKS for me.
i feel like taking a break.. a break from this world.. from anyone, everyone, school, projects, work.. simply every shit.
yes. im damn tired. tired..
who should i trust?
or am i better off my own?
A, B, or C?
D?
or nth at all?
fuck all this shit....
im a farking B*

ROARSSSS...
i miss uuuuuu....

Cry - Rihanna

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

hello

2008-11-18T20:20:00.002+04:00

Elloo~
today...
had comm skill summative test... i sort of anyhow do.... haha.. cos i din really study the format. but anyways.... hope its not that bad thou.... Went to school opp to eat prata... i ordered roti john... and the indian waiter there was like tryna be funny.... i think his wire is abit connected wrongly on the top.. zzzz.... dun wanna say more bout tat... okay...... the roti john i ate was kinda weird taste loh... wonder wat the sot sot uncle did to it... hur~ anyway..ate half of it only..

wonders what those black black stuff are.. they are bitter in taste..

aftermaths... headed back sch... and took a look at the push cart ard e entrance at biz sch... and a look leads to me spending $40.... ZZZZZ.... i only have $10 to spend every. yet i spent so much... reason being i only have $10 is because im saving. really saving... but i sees i go no where... May be going to club on sat. hur... i think i have to just bring $5 to sch everyday... and bury my atm card... haha.. i think i am just kidding... how can i simply resist temptation? hur anyway... i think i dun really like e hp strap i bought for $25 now.. :(... but, ya.. should just use it...

okay.. went fnb lec after tat.. and pon-ed sociology... just too tired....
yea.. just receive a msg from someone.....

"as i walked outside and looked up at the sky, it seemed like the clouds wanted to cry. they were so nice, they reminded me of your eyes, now all i can think is you. calling me by ur side, as i continue to walk, i couldnt help but to let a sigh, as tears rolled out of my eyes, and wishing i could be once again by your side..."

it left me not knowing how to reply... but i dun wish to hurt... i dunno wat i want.... so much things happening together recently.... it really really left me Soooooo,,, i dunno how to say.... my brain, out of a sudden will be blank..... hur.... im damn confused....

i think all i can do is to just dun think about them? running away from all those problems that i cant find a good solution to... i dun want just to make a decision... i really need to think..... yes.. think deeply... but...... everythings that happened really left me no more energy to think....
i think... i should just concentrate on my school assignment first... :)

okay.. 2 zilian photos out of 20 :X

take care peeps.

gr

2008-11-17T19:54:00.002+04:00

okay~
felt somehow accomplished today..
went to sch at 9am, attended bo liao grooming class which all the info i already knew, the freebies like so cheap, wasted me 2hours, wasted my beauty sleep, waste my strength first time stand in bus 34. so crowded loh... monday blues... Fff... haa
but anyway. POM was good. project on the track.. hope we'll do well...
although econs today was kinda suckish.. fiscal policy.. theory... blahhh

i think my posting kinda suck.. but i dun care.. not really in a good mood now...
so, after sch. went far east to do some shopping, but main intention was to do my FNB assignment.. so yeah.... i spent just $10.. on bangles... 2 is for me... and 1 is for my sis..
after tat, headed to amk... to collect my LOST ezlink card.... i lost it for 1month plus ler... didnt have the time to go and do a new one.... so yea. now i dun have to do a new one anymore... :)

den, to hougang point to collect my pre-ordered eye shadow palette... for my colleagues...
ate mac fries, and home-sweet-home....
think i really need some sleep... been busy lately.... health is going down... skin condition getting bad... to worst....
how i wish i can have more time for myself...

all time favourite.

im back

2008-11-16T21:06:00.006+04:00

okays, im back...
hiding all those old post...
starting a new life...

too much things happened recently...
really makes me wake up... and see the realistic world..

i want a different me..
i dun wanna be soft-hearted anymore.
just live for ppl who worth my time.
and ignore outsiders.

i've learnt to treasure myself, my life.
i hope i'll be happy again.

and, happy birthday to my father
the one who love me most

PS;
i love my 8mp camera.. hehe :)

and, someone sent me this song... like... hmmmm...
the music is quite nice.. but the lyrics kinda sucks.
Fuck It (I Dont Want You Back) -

Whoa oh oh
Ooh hooh
No No No

[Verse 1:]
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

[Chorus:]
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

[Verse 2:]
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

duhhh

2008-10-13T23:09:00.003+05:00

hectic hectic month~
work rooster packed like hell for me....
which made me so tired of work.....
duhhhh~
stayed over with someone 2oct thurs night.
poly's class bbq on 3oct friday night. tons of chicken wings..... vodka after tat... reached home puke purplish stuff..... yuckss.....
4oct. celebration of colleague's bday... largest partyworld's room... 40over ppl 1 karaoke system.. duh...... martel..... share cab home... puke twice on the way home...... maybe its becos of the kfc earlier on? nv puke b4... lousy drinker... suckkkkkkkkksss.... reach home 3plus.... puke again..... that feeling really suckss.......
5oct work...... 7.30 auto wake up...
continuous 7days work.... 1 day MC.. opps...
last sat, watched connected with ex...
hmmmm....
sun=work....
mon=work......
tues=work
wed= pay day, sis bday..
thur=work..
fri=work plus clubbingg.... weets... looking forward..
sat= boring work at isetan tampines
sun=work..
monday= school reopens....
ohhhhh goshhhhhh....

im gonna die of work.....
hope after oct's pay... i can get a LV, gucci, or burberry bag.. with my OWN money......
babaaaa...
i think im just dreaming.....
cos i dun think i can save so much.....
and i rather get 10 cheap and nice bag rather den 1 nice bag...

okkkkkk..
sooo now.. i really dunno who is on my mind.....
maybe i should just enjoy my life and stop thinking of that SUCKER tat doesnt appreciate me....
lalala.......

happy birthday

2008-10-01T21:19:00.001+05:00

happy 18th birthday to joanna tangggggg...

hope u have a good day..... and i'll love u forever...
haha....
misss uuuuu lotttsss..

dooo

2008-10-01T21:08:00.003+05:00

HIIIIIIIIlloww~
im back here.....
life have been reallyy busy for me.. finally september has ended...... =) smile...
and..... wat's even better is.. i hit my target for sep.... yea yea yea!!!!!
okay.. thats the only thing im happy about..
other den tat. nth much... hhhaa... cos i am too tired to recall now...
awaiting 15october....
its my pay day... gonna save money if not sch reopen no work no money..... no more another 700 to spend liao..
soooo..
i just dyed my hair.. to light copper..... and its like... erm...
nvm just dye for fun... hahaaa..
and i bought something....... for *tata*... thats a secret..... hee....
enjoyyy....
today.. the start of october again...
i got a shock out of my life this morning...
my october sales target ... personal..... 36k....
its like wat the fucking hell loh....
i hope i will hit it... if thats so.. i will get $720 commission.....
october= work and chiong sales again.... happy and sad,.....
afterall... everything will be over in less than 30days.......
wish me luck........
im gonna sleep soon......
soooo...
hope i have the mood to blog again......

hillo~

2008-09-24T21:09:00.004+05:00

hi people out there...
im doing fine :)
just working and working... spending and spending....
i wish i could really like throw my atm card away and stop spending like water luhh....
within 10days... after my pay day, i spent away $700..... grrr... $300 spent on a river island heel, 3 tops and another black pump... the other $400. i dunno fly where liao....
i am a person without self control.....
and i will not be controlled by anyone thou.....
i think i really had to force myself to learn the hard way and learn to save my hard earn money....
jiayou for myself........
;(
i still miss chilling late.. ~~drinking~~..
and specially being with u...
i still miss u despite how much u gonna hurt me unknowingly... how much u lie, how much to find excuses..... how much u do the things i dun like....
i think i just love the way u are.... maybe its crush.. or maybe its truely love that makes me do so much for someone like u....
thou i dun know ur true feelings.... but i can feel a little... if not ... *secret*
maybe its me that u blah blah blah...
or maybe is my silly thinking...
but... i promise i'll try...... if not.........
i hope ur dick drop off....
ahahhahahaa
kiddinggggggg.....

miss everyone out there... everyone who can see this post...... :)

TAGS reply

23 Sep 08, 10:52

MINQI: cheers**
ME: cheerssss

20 Sep 08, 12:23

shijie: madness!!!!haha

20 Sep 08, 12:23

shijie: haha!you relax lahh!haha. return 100 you spend 167
ME: i know i am sick... but thats me :)

19 Sep 08, 23:44

weihang: CHEER UP & TAKECARE! =)
ME: i will take care der :)

19 Sep 08, 23:42

joanna: meimei!!! cheer up!!! jiayou!!! see u real soon!!! =p
ME: hahaa... wo hui der.... miss u duhhh...

18 Sep 08, 11:48

shijie: hey. you feeling better not?its not worth it over guys kay!CHEERS!(:
ME: i am always good... LOL

nb~

2008-09-19T22:54:00.002+05:00

haha. those guys are useless la....
liar..
owe ppl money.. 500 somemore.... today i damn happy i forced him return me 100 first..
den i went to river island to buy a $167 heels... gagaga....
i happy jiu hao.. dun care~~
agnes B cutiepie= playboy... wat the hell is the world...
where are the good guys?
lol.....
fuck off la~ those nbcb~
ahhahaa
now i like scold wat jiu scold wat... PRIVATE PROFILE..
nanny poo poo...
my nbcb EX owe me $400 la..... nbcb... fuck and die la....
lend shi hou so easy... ask him return like want his life..... farking excuses and NBCB attitude problem...
fuck offf la hor la hor..... go eat shit la..... bloody hell..... hahhhaahaaa
shuang...
curse u till u die.. but return my money first hor~~~ humphs~~~ =p...
hate him loh......
next time i die hard also wont lend anyone money liao la...
hao xin mei hao bao one... only make myself xinku...
go mix with ur fucking butch friend and learn gamble more and lose more money la hor~
=p=p=ppp=p=p=p=p=p..

and to liar. hope ur LJ drop off... hahahhhhaa...
kidding la...
mad liao la me..
lol

and agnes b cutie pie... stay cute... hahah... he nv offend me la... hahhahaaa...

sentosa tml.. tanning tanning... =))

and... happy bday to weilin... =p

hais

2008-09-18T21:16:00.001+05:00

为什么要说谎?

happy birthday

2008-09-12T23:06:00.000+05:00

happy 17th birthday to shijie... see u later =)

duhh!

2008-09-12T22:40:00.001+05:00

hmmm~
thanks for the tags... i will try to be happy....
alrites.....
shall just start from thursday.. 11sep08
okay... started my day off badly...
suppose to report work at 12pm but i woke up ard 12.. woke up and OH SHIT!
rush my way to bath and rush out of house we a very painful stomach.... wanted to take cab but no avail at that point of time... i walk all the way to e other side of punggol.. and at that point of time i felt totally devastated... late le.. nvm.. stomach still so pain... heart still so pain... nvm.... wanted force myself to go to work because of money... but my mind is totally unstable..... i walk to the other side of punggol for half an hour but totally no cab lo...... i felt like a mess and i broke down to cry again in the middle of no where...... called my counter manager and tell her that i am feeling so damn unwell... i cried while talking to her half way again and it shock her.... so sorry... but i am really glad to have someone who cares about me like how she does....... =)
after i tell her tat i am not reporting work... those farking cab comes one by one.... felt like fark loh... den jiu keep thinking and thinking blah blah stuff.. i cried my way home on the road.... so afraid that anyone will see...... haisss.... =(....... why issit so hard to let go still???
at that point of time... i only think of my *tata*..... but i know he wont bother...... but nvm.... i'll do anything for *tata*......

forget bout the sad stuff.
so i reach home after tat and pack my room abit.. threw away 3big bags of rubbish... also.... a photo of the past us.

no point keeping ler .. =(..
pack pack pack.. den 7plus went katie house play MJ..
i won 18$... haaha...
den took bus home ard 11.45pm...

today... 12sepo8 Friday
went to work at 9.30
end work 6.30... forgot the time loh... actually is 5.30 end one..... haha.. but nvm... got sale...
train down to serangoon... when reach serangoon station ler i act pro loh... gu yi walk another exit.. lol...... den i lost my way.. haha.. cant find the correct bus stop... lol.... and i kept walking further loh... stubborn me... knowing its wrong still keep walking dun want turn back... lol.... end up i gave up finding and took cab... lol... sian 1/2.... but nvm.... reached chomp chomp and met up with gladys, huiitng, celestine, katie.... haha... they ordered alot of food.. i just sat at the table waiting.... got prawn mee, satay, popiah, oyster omellette, sugarcane juice, chicken wing, carrot cake, sotong, stringray, i think thats it. haha.. quite full.... next time eat again k.....? haha.. den den... played MJ at my house with glad, shuyi, and xiaoben that sucker... lol... they left ard 12... lonely again... abit emo again.... cos i cant be alone... i will think alot when i alone.... wanted go drink.. but he dun want acc me... sian 1/2.. nvm.. now i already no emo ler.... hope i can be not emo forever...
haha...
saw cute guys this few days... one is kiehl's der model, the other one at kbox ehub.. and i saw my agnes b cute guy at my counter today.. hahahhahaaa...... he walk into robinsons again.. lol...
haha... maybe i should think of the agnes b guy... other that my past, or that *tata*.... hehehe! evil laugh

the official break

2008-09-10T12:17:00.003+05:00

hi ppl! im back blogging..
just came back from chalet.. so tired..... busy-ing doing food and stuff... finally 5A met up again..

okay~
ermss..
im now single..
an official break up few days back...
i think this is not really a very very bad thing thou.. cos i cant see the road infront of us anymore.. although i admit i not totally no more feelings.. but i guess i have to get over it.... though my tears still drop now when i am typing this. but i know everything should have an ending if not the hurt and pain will be even deeper...
i think... i really have to get over it, get over him, get over this 2years relationship~ =(
although im really really sad..... but i just cant bring myself to hold onto this r/s anymore.. cos i cant feel his love/his effort to love me... maybe its really not his fault to make me feel so damn neglected all this while... maybe im too demanding... i just want someone there to take the long rides home with me after work.. seeing other couples i felt like a real failure... im so sorry for everything.... i dun really know who neglect who first... but since everything has turn out to be like this.. nth can be changed anymore.... once the love fades... its so hard to force it back anymore... im really vexed cos i still do miss him..... but..... i know this would be the better choice in the future.... hope so.....

last few days had been drinking..
sat night drank german beer.. den party world drink... return home late night.
sun watch ben play mj with matthew and co. ton the whole night.... watch them playing the whole night w/o doing anything.... i just dun wanna be alone at night... being alone at night is the worse thing ever... u will think of the past and cry and cry....
watch till monday morning.. eat mac breakfast for 10cents. cos i paid 10cents. duh~ ben treat... after breakfast... went home and went out again to giant meet joanna buy chalet de food and stuff... heavy~~~ den cab to my house and started marinating the chicken and blahs... after joanna go home.. night time went to drink with ben and karsan..... i think 4cup beer nia i already abit drunk ler.... damn hell bad mood...
aftertat got forced to go home by farking ben.. im already in a damn bad mood his still force me go home.... den share cab with karsan.... den tears like flowing down like its free..
i didnt wanna cry..... and i seldom cry infront of other ppl...... karsan like got shocked den call ben and blahs.......
reach home bath... den head damn heavy...... lights off and sleep.... at least... when i drink i sleep better.. so i wont think of anything.....
next day. which is tuesday.. woke up at 7am plus do stuff and fall back to slp again..... den meet joanna to buy those stringray sotong and prawn.. den back home to marinate and stuff again.....
those sotongs are really gross loh... one even have a index finger long size fish inside the sotong de stomach... we scream like hell.. lol.. but its fun.. =x...... den prep and stuff meet deon and yuqian den cabbed down to downtown east chalet..... blah blah blah... wait for ppl bbq for me eat... bo bian cos i bbq sure chaota so haha~ den night time open martel drink... at first add coke to it... but got laugh by that sucker... played scissors paper stone with him... i loss like continuously 6times... so drink martel with ice... damn suay... but nvm.... after tat slack awhile den walk to ehub see see... nth much..... den go back chalet again they watch emily rose dvd... i half sleeping half watching.... duh... head heavy again... but not as bad as on monday... cos i cried before drinking also..... luckily, nth make me cry ytd during chalet.. haha...............
sooo... today.......
slack till 9plus wake up... ben and matthew still like pig sleeping.. hai everyone wait for them.... lol.... den 10plus jiu check out ler... sad.... =(...... after check out go mac.. den slack ard till 11 went ehub sing k..... 4person but we got a damn big room..... =) and now i am back home again..... i just hate being alone.... being alone = being emo........ i am so tired now.. but i dun feel like sleeping.. cos i am afraid if i slp now .. night time i cant sleep already.... den will think again....... tonight also cant drink ler.. tml work.... haiss.. sian................. find things to do bah.... buaiii!

now, my skin condition so bad, my eyes so puffy, my body so weak and my heart so pain~
really hope to get over everything soon.........

yos

2008-09-01T16:57:00.004+05:00

Yo hi ppl!
here to blog~
i hit my personal target ytd~ wootss... extra money.. $$
went back to nan chiau on friday, celebration of teachers' day.. saw a few teachers. krishnan, mrs chia, mrs tan, hmmm... i cant rmb ler...
aftermaths went chinatown sing k.. 4hours..
damn long nv sing ler.. quite crazy.. haa...
till 6plus reach cp.. den head home packed and went hougang point there der condo swimming.. abit weird loh... cos its still 7th month but we're swimming at night.. under water cant see anything other den other's leg... like damn weird and abit scarry.. hahhaaaa....
next day.. SAT.
went work... nth much.. but work OT.. i earned $150 for that day.. so shuang~
den SUN.
work up early and went work early to buy stuff for "the next day sentosa"... lunch also rush eat finish go buy tanning oil and so..... end up... not going already.... hais. nvm.... was quite emo~ went hougang eat with fren den went home. tata~ den mmi~ went to "play mahjong"...... ahh...
dun feel like bloging more.. i think some prob with my keyboard..

imissyouu~
taaatatagahhahaaha..aas.fsfssdfsdg

i cant wait to kill all the lizardss..

happy 18th birthday

2008-08-13T20:17:00.004+05:00

So, here i come with the birthday post~ =)

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celebrated advanced bday with the dearesttss sotong, elephant, laozhu, doggie, meowmeow, celestine ( hamster? hahah), panda and the black horse.. hahaha
rushheeddd to suntec after the bloody comm skill tut which ends at 6.... ran all the way to the bus stop and who knows the fucking 23 took like forever to come.... went to century square toilet to change and find xb awhile den rush off to suntec.. gaga~ sweatyyy...
reach there ard 7... for japanese buffet.. at dunno wat bo~ lol...
Eat, talk slack photo,..

long leg crabbie.. haha damn delicious.

my small heart cake as everyone was damn full...

haha. cut diao the horse der face.. WAHAHA

not gonna post all the photos cos i think i look damn yucky after tat long day~

the buffet was damn nice and filling... it sum up to $420 i think.... thus one person $47.. i think this is the first time i spent so much on a meal.. haha.. but nvm.. happy jiu hao...

after eating slack at starbucks take photos and let wind blow... den head home ler.. cause damn tired after the whole day at sch... lalala...

thankss everyone who came for the dinner =))

120808.
Happy birthday to me... and also benjamin ooi~~~~
attended school as usual~ so sucks cos i cant skip due to presentation.. and i cant run away in between cos the presentation is at 4pm. ya! its comm skill again~! u see i hate comm skill like DUH~! LOL...

meet xb go sch~ haha.. bus trip was forever boring.... but okay.. its just for a while.... someone's singing.. gaggagaggaggaggaga.,.. reach school almost late.. OB... i got C+ for OB... siann... will work hard for the written test.. slack for 4hours after OB lesson at sport gallery... rehear presentation twice and den took photos and so... den 4pm go comm skill.. presented and end class and ran off to meet cm.. on the way saw deon.. ask him tag along.. he so steady loh.. good good~ hahhaa... den meet nana, qy, wl, yq and wh at ehub for dinner.. stupid jingyuan came too... haha... den eat loh.... den eat bday cake and play the cai quan game cos cant finish the cake... jingyuan got to eat the extra cake twice. hahaa... he noob~ =x.. lol~!! haha... after tat went pasir ris park walk walk chat chat and took bus home ler.. haha....

haa.. not gonna post all photos too.. cos its after the whole day and i think i look ultra sucks.. duh~ stupid...
after pasir ris park.. head home and ahbao surprised me with a damn big pig pushie.. haha.. i hug it to sleep last nite.. thanksss... its like 2times bigger den my baby bear bear.. and baby bear bear is 10years old.... my bear bear for 10 years ler.. hehe.. loves...

when slacking at gallery... potential slacking destination in TP. lol!
haha... nicer photos as its the begining of the day~~

thats all folk! thanks for the wishessss

SMS: gladys, minqi, shijie, syemun, katie, yuqian, xb, celestine, veronica, weilin, fifie, huiting, qianying, tp cheryl, peiyu, jingyuan, yanling my sister

and msn: gladys again, yeeling, gibson, yvonne, joleyn

on phone: joanna, yuqian, qianying

in person: some of my class mate. LOL.. weihang, nana, weiling, qianying, yuqian, deon, xb.

aiyo~ tired la~
sorry if i miss out anyone~~~~~
thanks for everyone who celebrated and wished me happy birthday..
NOW,
IM FINALLY 18
yeah yeah!! hahahhahaah..

2008-08-09T22:36:00.002+05:00

Econs presentation was alrites on friday~
rush to tm after comm skill, changed and went to find xb awhile. sucker. LOL! den rush to suntec for advance bday celebration.. will blog again with overloading photos.

was late for work today.. i am damn tired.. and my fucking phone just switchedd off cos low batt, thus alarm does not work and thus work up at 10.40 whereby i have to get out of home at 11. duhduh.. afterall late for 8minutes...
receive free pleasure exotic parfum from estee lauder from company.. haha.. bday gift.. so good.. i love the scent~

im gonna bathe now and slp and wake up at 7am tml for work... will blog tml if possible =))

Picturess~

syemun~

minqii

again

mememe =)

2008-08-06T15:10:00.002+05:00

i just came back from sch. watch xb they all play match, haha. they wont champion.. happy for them.. so sian,. econs suckss... lol....

just wanna say i miss u~ =))

helo

2008-07-21T23:02:00.002+05:00

Hello!
im finally here to blog the useless blog of mine.

reply to tags:

elrin: oi come sch leh i miss you
haha~ thanks for missing me~ will go der~ haa~

shania: hello babe! exchange links? hope ur doing well now. tc!
Okays! Linked~ yeah, im doing fine. see u ard =)))

shijie: i got sudden urge for egg sandwich.ahhahah(:
i know u dun have the urge now, but i'll stil reply ur tag. LOL. =x

minqi: nowadays got alot of projects ar..lets jiayou tgt!! WHAHAHAHA (:love.love<3
gonna be over SOON =))

sky: nope, at home very boring. go school = stress come but time flew fast oso
of cos u like sch la 6As lehs,. hao lian loh~~ LOL.. see u in the finals. lol.

huiting: hello!!!!!!hahaha..*smile*
hello da xiang xiao jie... long time no see ah! hahahaa. miss you

6 Jul 08, 01:25joanna: ijayou!!! I MISS U!!!
6 Jul 08, 01:25joanna: ijayou!!! I MISS U!!!
i know u really miss me, so den u come tp look for me~ WAHA.. BHB~~ come TP more la hor~ take me tour the sch~ =x

katie: SMILE! ah pig !! HAHAs
Smiling ah cat!! hahahahhaaa

SO i finally reply to tagsss. =x

okay~ i think i am lazy to post.
so i shall stop here
continue tml.
buhbye~
gagaga~

ehlow`

2008-07-03T22:01:00.002+05:00

HI~!!
have not been blogging since @!$#@%$ days.. damn lazy and moodless to blog. haha.
okay~ wat have i been doing recently? pratically, slacking, project, working, schooling and sleeping.
now i dun feel like typing~ just now i was like so enthu to blog. even open up photoshop to edit my pictures, But i close it after editing 3 of them. i think i got 30plus overdue photos? or maybe more~~
okay.. actually its quite hard studing and working at the same time. its like no off day like day. weekday sch, weekend work... however i think, if i dun work.. i will be very "xinku".. too used of life being like a "so called rich ass" spend money like water.. i think i've changed abit... this month. i think i spend $200plus nia~ quite okay u see, unlike last month... $1000. next pay cheque coming soon~ hit my sales target... more $$, haa.. baby's birthday soon also.. dunno wat to buy for him... cant spend too much also... cos his bday my pay haven come~ sadd~ hahhaa... August will be a difficult month.. cos july i only work 6days nia.. August bday= no money~ =((...

Alrite, i think everytime i blog is about money money and money~ lol..
School~
had not been attentive during lecture and tutorials. i think next end sem test i will suffer alot... Sometimes its really hard u see. too tired~ i think few days back.. i broke down~ last sunday i think... den talk to baby~ cried abit~ but i am alright already~ =).... den again, like tuesday? i quarrel with him,... cos i tell him i very "fan" but i duno wat i "fan" at... den i cant control myself jiu ask him dun ask me all this shit watever... i think i am making myself "fan" only~ LOL.. depress? and everytime when we quarrel, i will have the urge to feel like giving up this r/s... but it only for that moment only~ i hope u uds my dear~ hope that u will hold on me and nv let me go no matter wat, cos i think i cant live without u~~ hope u read this and uds me... maybe i just need time to manage my time better, more activities to destress myself...
however, i think i am still very fortunate to have many ppl who cares abt me to support me from behind, like my parents... my mother, tolerating my temper when i am having fucking moodswing... when i am having bad mood i am damn nasty~~ however, i dun really have moodswing infront of friends.. but only to my family and bf~ so sorry abt that... i dun mean it~~
and my father, who dun fail to force himself up to drive me to school everytime i am gonna be late for school~ and sometimes my sister have to tolerate me for my attitude.. sometime i will just anyhow scold her when i bad mood~ sorry yanyan~ i dun mean it~~ all this love from my family, i think its damn hard for me to repay~ cos i am not a loving person.. i dun really show love~ blah blah~

and not forgetting my bf, baobei, baby, dear~ all the names i call him~ he's everything~~ i think i really cant imagine life without him~ a little sweet talk from him makes me feels better.. i think no one have ever see or experience my fucking temper/ moodswing before other than him~ i think i am really "kong bu" also~ like scold him for nth, assume things, demand this and that, not happy with everything, even the public, whole face "smelly" for the whole day when with him, attitude him, ignore him, dun talk to him when he talk to me, tell him nth nth nth, and more la~~~ happy that we can last this long~ hope i can treat him better~~

as for friends, thanks for the care and concern.. thanks to gladys and katie.. for msn-ing me to ask what happen to me when i wrote "in deep depression" as my nick. so after they msn me~ i delete the nick.. cos felt better le~ i think i am really bad in expressing feelings... i wont even bother finding someone to talk to when i am not feeling good.... i think its a damn bad habit to keep everything in myself... and eventually end up breaking down one day~ however, i think i am learning to change.. i tried telling baby about what i am unhappy/sad/angry watever shit about... and thanks minqi for the tag~ and also.. to everyone who will always be there for me~~

i think this post is abit emo la~~
okay. i think i gona sleep soon~
blog again soon~~ =)

school

2008-06-27T22:29:00.002+05:00

did not attend sch today~
starting to dislike going sch already, i think sch is damn boring luh~
not motivated at all... just project and projectss..
maybe i prefer work.. more ppl to care for me, and more ppl to crap and laugh with.. and of cos.. money come rolling me when i am at work....

Alrites.. sch is boring... i want sing k, want play pool, want slack at home...
Just dun like sch~~

duhhh

2008-06-07T00:43:00.003+05:00

Happy 21months of LYVE

not forgetting,
Happy belated bday for WEIHANG on 4th of june

and

Happy belated bday for JASHAWN on 5th of june

meeting up with joanna and co. tml, Hope i will be able to wake up ON TIME. =)

happy bday

2008-06-02T20:44:00.004+05:00

Despite being so upset bout myself...

i stil wanna wish QIANYING

AND HAPPY 18th bday~

i hope u'll always be that qianying who is always smiling and laughing like mad like me~ =x

hope to stay in touch also~

wish u all the best in everything u do~ and good luck for ur exams and everything..

HAPPY BDAY~!!

spenthrift

2008-06-02T20:25:00.002+05:00

I CANNOT BELIEVE IT~!!!

i actually spent $900 within 19days.
and $2206 within 2 freaking month.. (without any branded bag etc)

since last month, i use my atm card/ internet banking LIKE almost everyday~~
i am damn hell broke now~~~ if i were to cut down half of my expense, i can get a lv bag already loh~ damnn freakkk~~~

within the 2months.. i actually spend on all this shit.

- clothes $ 261.50
- shoe $49.80
- bag $35
- accessories $93.7
- skin care and make up $423.1
- toiletries $95
- books $122.10
- transport $140
- atm $320
- misc $93.80
- contact lens(which i dun wear) $62
- phone $198
- doctor $35
- ikea $150
- bill $27
and it all adds up to $2206, not inclusive of daily food and beverage~
i HATE myself u see~!
spend money like water....
im gonna isolate my atm card and ibanking device for 2months and get save back my money~ im gonna spend less than $10 a day from TML onwards.. im not gonna buy any clothes from tml till when im happy~ =x... not gonna buy anymore skincare other than my moisturizer which is finishing soon~ should use cash only ler! i am not gonna eat food that is more than $10... not gonna sing k like leisure... not gonna play POOL in school... freaking $1 per game... NOT gonna spend money like water ler.... CRIES~ bankrupt~ CRIES =(( all the money i spend like cant be seen loh~ sadd~~ =(.... i will go and self reflect now.. LOL! byee =((

match-make?

2008-05-29T21:53:00.002+05:00

Today school as usual, Wat that is special is that, there's no big jams in the morning.. =D.. reached school half-an-hour earlier.

had apel lesson, den BCS excel test.. i scored 12/15 due to some careless mistake.. and because i did not study~ i dunno how to do vlookup... so sadd~ i wanted score like 15/15? hais.. but nvm. thats over... org beh quiz i scored 15/20 with the help of some classmates... thanks.. =))

So, after school.. SOMEONE ask me intro him gal-friend loh.. den i jiu bring minqi and shijie meet them eat loh.. den the SOMEONE at that say want go kick scoccer, den blah blah... lol... slacked at jupitor cafe for quite a while.. den head to safra play billard... cos theres no pool table.. actually i wanted go home sleep.. but SOMEONE.. haha.. i like match-maker like tat... but a failure match-maker.. cos i think its not match-making.. hahaha.. senseless taking.. lala.. dumb...

Anywayyyy, baby came to find me today straight after he book out... AND.. i did something I NV DID BEFORE~~ ITS my FIRST TIME u KNOW~~~~?
i actually went to 199 there buy food for him to eat.... LOL! everytime when i am like damnn hungry i dun even bother to go there buy food for myself cos i am freaking hell lazy.... i dunno why i did this... but its good... hahaha.... xinfu leh him~ First time lehsss... abit miracle.. but everything is worth for him~ lol~~

Okay.. im gonna write till here... gonna wake up early tml~
bye peep~!
BECOS kenyong keep complaining abt my zilian-ness, there shall not be any photo on this post.. =) haha.. lamee

swimming

2008-05-28T22:46:00.002+05:00

helloo~ 2weeks since i last blogged?

16may Fri,
CCN day, abit boring... but i manage to psycho some friends who is unlucky to pass by me.. like jashawn, kenyong etc... to buy our class der Jellies.. ha.. after tat went bugis.. bought chanel powder. den meet gladys shuyi and vala, to celebrate shuyi bday.. i bought a Rose for her in sch.. haha... funny... den later at night katie, celestine, peiyu and weilin also came.. so we went to eat steamboat.. haha.. den jiu went home ard 10? took bus 88.. den till like 11plus like dat reach sengkang.. Den my phone Low batt... dunno wat time.. bus still take so long to come.. i Almost wanted to Walk home from sengkang.. as i have no CASH at that moment... felt so lonely.. =( but thats over.. nvm. bus came anyway~

17may Sat
Happy belated bday to shuyi =)
Work as usual.. forgot wat happen~ lala

18may Sun
Work also.. forgotten wat happen liaooss

19may mon
school luhh

20may Tue
school again

21may Wed,
skipped econs lecture again~ =x.. i think i attended econs lesson like ONCE only.. im gonna flunk the stupid econs paper next week.. Going study with qianying on sat for econs.. hope i'll make miracle.. =X.. haha.. i was suppose to work on tat day.. but not feeling very well. so i went to see doctor.. and he gave me a two Days MC.. sick sick.. den at night baby came my house meet me.. buy food for me.. hee.. sweetie..

22may Thur,
MC from work and school.. freaking sick~

23may Fri
school till 6.. after sch meet baby at pasir ris ehub... went to eat pastamania. den played archade... den watch movie; chocolate.. the movie was quite nice. just tat the movement. i think its quite slow motion =x... hee... i love him~ =x... after movie jiu take bus number 3 home loh.. den he go meet his fren i at home slp... =)

24may Sat
work as usual... this month i only hit 20k nia... damn.. target was 27k... and there fly away my extra commission.. Sadddd~ nvm.. i will try harder to achieve next month. after work when bugis with baby.. abit crowded... make our mood swingg like a swing.. hahha lame... decided to leave bugis.. and we went lau pa sat to eat.. hee. nice... after tat jiu train home ler.. he pei me awhile den jiu go home ler loh.. =)

25may Sun
no work.. 2 weeks off from work due to semester test. haha..
at home slackk.. nv study at all... evening went to baby's house eat.. his mother cooking is always so nice... =) after eat i jiu keep disturbing him.. paste sticker on his ibanking device.. den use the sticker to paste on him. den paste here paste there.. haha.. fight with him.. he fight with me... haha.. play play till damn chuan~ lol... after tat he jiu book in i jiu go home ler.. =(

26may Mon
sch luh

27may Tues
sch luhh... abit moody during comm skill tut.. but doesnt matters to me...

28may TODAY
i skipped econs lecture again~ haha =xxx
i think i will die during econs test.. =x
meet shijie and minqi to swim... at tampines swimming complex.. and i swam 15laps... incredible.. everytime i swim less then 5laps loh... i hope i can be determined for my intensive diet.. =x.. lol... anyone want go swimming .. can CALL ME AND JIO ME. PLSSSSS!!!
after tat we went tm.. and Shopping spree... bought 4tops.. spent $80+...
i m gonna be bankrupt loh.. i think my expenses is way to high.... gotta do something bout it .. if not my work der money will all be gonna... i dun dare to look at my bank acc balance now~~ alrite.. tats all.... take care and good nite.

unless u forgot my face~ here are my photo =)

pictures

2008-05-13T21:25:00.003+05:00

HELLO EVERYONE OUT THERE!

are u amazed seeing my page being updated?
lol, theres nth to be amazed abt thou~ haha...
LAST week had been a hectic week for me..
monday sch till 5, tues till 6, wed till 1 but working 3 to 10, thurs till 1 but work 3 to 10 again, fri till 6, sat & sun work again~ and it continues monday, tuesday, blah blah blah.. and it will last for the whole of MAY...

alrites... school have been abit boring and tiring.. im starting to skip lecture already... and i think i gonna do badly for my first sem test if i continues like this.... =(.. but nvm, i will do something to it... IF i can.. =x

alrites... from last monday,
met qianying in the bus when i decided to go compass walk walk.. haha... fated.. chat chat chat and called joanna telling her i kidnap qianying.. den we 3 end up at hougang mall.. walk ard den when to eat at foodcourt.... aftermath we when arcade to play.... den we played one stupid use hammer hit the dunno what thing, like rats and all those etc stuff... its like killing me loh... damn tiring... lol.. pay money to torture ourself... lol.. laughing like mad...

Last Tuesday,
school in the morning as usual.. after school.. met with my ahBAObeibei, he just came back from taiwan... bought a top, a marie cup, marie pencil/make-up case, and some snacks for me.. haha... lovess.. we met at TM, and i requested to eat at ding tai feng. the xiao long bao is nice.. but the beef noodle which cost 10$ per bowl is a waste for me... cos the beef is abit digusting so i only eat the meat, leaving its dunno what (skin i think.? ) behind. after eating.. i ask him acc me go ikea.. and he acc me.. we walk walk walk.. and i bought 2mirrors.. one full length and one for make-up and stuff.. bought a drawer, and a forgot wat it's called thing.. lol... lucky got him help me carry the stuff. if not i am not able to carry it back luh.. heex <3.. align="center">

Last wed,
was too tired to go lecture.. so end up not going.. den when to work luh.... also forgot wat happen ler... hmmm.. ate Thai express with colleague during lunch... i loves tomyam! yummy!! den jiu work till 10 loh... go home den sleep luhh..

Last Thurs,
went to school in the morning cos got TUT and LAB.. Bought my working uniform along.. big small bag.. lol... after School jiu went down work.. fall asleep in the train.... but when reach work place ler jiu not really sleepy ler... i like my job... fun time with my lovely colleagues.. and when i see commission rolling in, everything is worth.... however, i still hope to have more time with bei, hmmm..

Last friday,
meet bei after sch.. had abit of conflicts.. but bad things i dun wanna recall.. i just hope we will be like the past.. to treat each other better... i'll try my best..

Last sat,
jiu shi work loh.. after work jiu go home ler... sadd. its my unlucky day, and i felt damn pek chek the whole afternoon till evening.. only till night den i felt better.. cos got 1customer buy alot from me... like near to 500? but not re-nutriv products.. and before that i learn something.. its to not some treat ppl too well... cos they might not repay ur kindness when u're down.. u see.. must be selective bah~ hmm.. got a free perfume from company.. which is for mothers day.. but my mum dun use it.. so.. ya.. mine.. its really a nice scent... only selling in the airport.. not selling in departmental stall.. =)

Last sun
in the early afternoon, i still damn freaking pek chek~ cos got stupid customer dun want buy but keep at there ask ask ask.. dunno why so bu yao nian keep wasting ppl precious time... theres still alot of other customer to serve loh... and more loyal customer who is really concern bout their skin...

and some even worse loh... no manner one... always cut thru ppl counter... ppl do business they at there gu yi cut thru just because they wanna walk a shorter distance... AND pls loh... the different is like less den 50cm loh.. CM, centermitre.. which is like 5stepss more nia... i CANNOT Understand loh!! god give u the legs wad... have some manner la... if they handicap i dun care la.. but they are not... some still can cut thru and GIVE the LOOK.. freak loh.. bad mood lohhh...

worse is those stupid PPL,, sitting on our counter's sofa without even asking loh... farking bu yao nian loh... cannot stand ahh...!! den gam gam sunday got three little black kids. sitting at our sofa.. at there play play play play till so damn loud loh.... parents nv teach manner one..... they nv ask den at there sit sit rest awhile nvm la... at there play.. den touch this touch that... den this drop tat drop.. dunno how to automatic one lehss..... den when i serving customer, the three little black kid at there so noisy loh... i cant even concentrate on serving.... its really irritating.. somemore its re-nutriv... after serving den i gu yi stand near where they are.. den they at there like dumb ppl like tat... den i dun care them go do my stuff dun bother them.. then they at there run here and there and being damn noisy and irritating again.. i cannot stand it i diao him and ask one of the little black kid to give me his parents contact... den good.. his father come... i dun even wanna look at him, cos i sure will stare him, den later tio complain i die... i just walk away and happily seeing them walking away...... den during evening shi hou.. still got more black ppl buay zhi dong,, sit at our counters sofa loh.... damn dumb one loh... still dare to sit so damn long... lucky got customer to serve.. if not i sure feel damn hell pek chek one...

anyway no i racist okay... its really the black who are always like tat.. chinese/ caucasian ALWAYS ask if they wanna rest der loh,, and they wont stay there long der loh...... however mr krishnan and miss thaya is really nice =))) hahhahaa.. then on that day.. got one *****ask me for dustbin to throw her car coupons.. another buay zhi dong one... i point there and tryna bring her to our dustbin.. she infront of my block my way.. still want impatient me... think u who arhs.... just a farking bitch face.. LOL!!

I Hope i have the magic to be able to turn all the ppl i dislike into small little ants loh.... Grr... gross ppl spoils my mood... however i still like my job... cos most of the customer are good ppl... good ppl use good product u see! lol.. Thats abit lame i noe.... LOL!

OKAY, after work walk ard raffles city.. den train home loh... and b4 that i bought a angel earring for $20.. i bought it the second time i saw it.. its really sweet and unique.. so i am not spending money anyohow.. cos i do think and decide and i DO, wear it....

MONDAY, ytd..
after sch.. meet up with qy, nana, yuqian, weiling... den we went to make hp strap at gift a name.. after tat qy left.. den we went ajisan eat loh.. i ordered volcano.. and its like freak.. spicyyyyyy.... after tat walk a while den i bought a necklace from minibits.. haha..den head home ler.. hehee.. long time no see... hope everyone is doing fine...... misses....

Today,
i skipped org beh tut.. cos its 6 to 8... =x... den went tm,, bought my toner.. den walk ard... and went home.. siann... and now blogging loh...
hahha.. i am really damn tired ler... have to sleep ler.. view my zi lian pics bahs....

Nice food in school...

She's Minqi

she's shijie

i know my eye is abit weird in the pictures... its due to insufficient sleep u see...
going to bed now.. bye and take care everyone...

gar

2008-05-03T21:46:00.003+05:00

im abit tired, or should say very tired, but becos i just bathe, i got more alert, but eventually im still Very tired~
Despite being Very tired, i still force myself to blog.. LOL.. like so "weida" rite..? alrights its abit nonsense, but being very tired is not a nonsense.. ahah...
Shut the Craps!

bloggingg~~~

seriously, i cant rmb much abt sch, cos u see, im too tired.. haha.. again~

monday,
after sch went tm wanted to purchase my phone but nv bring mum's ic, thus have to get it another day..

tuesday,
its a stupid day for me, firstly i bought my laptop to sch cos we have a small project to do.. and its damn heavy and the bus is forever so crowded..
during org behavious tutorial, classmate gave a chewing gum and i happily chewing onto it thru out the lesson, den we're like having a small presentation, and my group choose a quite diff to answer question, SO, our answers are like abit lame... Tats nth u see.. during my grp der presentation, its was shawn to present infront of e class.. den he talk talk talk, i forgot wat he say to the class, i laugh and sallow the chewing gum loh... LOL.. damn dumb one u see.. den i was like sort of "crying" cos imagine the chewing chocking u.. hmmmm.. nvm, my grp mates have a "great" laugh at my dumbness.. haha... not very funny la.. theyre not that cruel to have a "great" laugh, i just ran out of words to describe.. OKAY. nvm tutorial end.. so we'll have a 4hours break time... we went for lunch.. den slack awhile den wanting to start our project.. SO, aloy went to configure my laptop in the lab with me.. and we spent like damn long loh.. stupid laptop.. finally with the help of the staff, its configured... HOWEVER after we left the lab to do our project, MY WIFI cant be connected watsoever fucking dumb dumb shit.. LOL... so dumb loh... bought this stupid laptop all the way to sch and its useless.. LOL.. NVM!! we went to the library and do our project... HAPPILY research and finally FINISHING my research, THE STUPID FARKING DUMB DUMB COMP IN THE LIBRARY LOG ME OFF WITHOUT even ALLOWING me to SAVE my work.. and EFFORT go all the way to the drain~~ SAD SAD loh.. den my classmate CHERYL was like LOL!... sad loh..... bad day for me..... =(
k.. den i went to tm and bought my phone.. LG viewty... sick and tired of normal phone, so change to a touchscreen phone although i always TOT LG to be a not very good brand... lol.. but nvm, im still fine with its functions till now.. JUST tat i cant figure out how to transfer my photos to my laptop using the cable... will check it out soon~

wed,
after sch, went to eat sakae with classmate.. haha.. not very nice, but classmates are all quite funny... after tat slack awhile and home sweet home.. TAT day, my eyes were swollen loh... sad case.. haha... but nvm hao already...

thur,
labour day= work= double pay= tired= deat beat

Friday.
sch, home, slp

sat,
here blogging...
haha
i m really tired.
maybe i;ll edit this post with some photos if im not tired tml.. haha.. bb

hello

2008-04-26T19:21:00.002+05:00

haaaaarloooee~
im here to blog!

Im quite happy BECAUSEEEE~ i hit my Sales target of about 20k this month.. HOHOHOHO~ happy happy.. yea yea yea!!

alrites. i shall blog abt e first day of sch in poly first...

Last monday,
lesson at 9am, i was so freak out by the crowd at the busstop to tp.. so damn many ppl LOH.. sian diao one..haha. den first day of sch, just abit normal loh... hahaaaa.. actually i also forgot do wat ler la.. lol

tuesday,
LOL. i couldnt rmb lohhh.. lol..

Wed
went to play pool at safra with classmates.. den cabbed home sleep.

thurs
pool with classmate after school again, bowling also.. im the lousiest.. =x haha... dun really matter.. haha..

fri.
tiring most lesson der... after lesson went orientation, till 8pm.. played dumb games loh.. hahaa...

sad, i no cca to join, becos im working.. =(
haha. nvm..

u see, i got my previous pay like FINALLY. yea yea yea... happy little me.. lol.. act cute rite.. NVM~~ =p

alrites, i should stop writing now, cos i ran out of topic.. =p..
byebye ppl
take caree..
miss my baobaooo~~ =ppp

duhduh

2008-04-25T21:01:00.004+05:00

YOU SEE,
actually i wanted to blog today.. but i just change my blogskin, sooo. i shall blog MAYBE, tml?
alrites, morning shift tml. so i shall get my arse to my bed right now.. i am really exhausted u see..? sch, SCHOOL.. is waiting and waiting.. abit sick and tired of waiting for bus sometimes... actually i can be ON TIME, but sometimes.. i think further days ahead, i will be marked absent for quite a few times loh... cos late 15min=absent.. stupid rule u see.. haha..

I think, i am changing soon... not to the better, but to the worst.. cos, i've been spending on CAB FARE twice this week.. its so not me loh. cos i dun spend on cab u see... Spending on cab is DUMB, but however, sometimes just feeling so lazzyyy.. nvm, i'll work hard for money.. =x commission come rolling in please...! heeex...
HAISS!! im getting broke soon, my stupid previous company, kawaii tokyo, still owe me a $500+ pay loh.. singapore post being SO efficient, its not possible that a post sent out on MONDAY, will not be receive by FRIDAY... u see, the person in charge TOLD ME, my cheque was sent out on MONDAY, but till now, i;ve yet to receive it yet.. ISNT IT DUMB,, feb der pay now still owe... hate it loh.. The other time i wnt to collect my cheque, THEY COUNT the AMT WRONGLY.. if now u all come out with EXCUSE THAT the SINGPOST LOST E MAIL OR SOMETHING LIKE TAT, i will Definately VISIT MOM! okayy.. my bank acc is like brrrr~ lohhh.. no money soon ler.. i'll be kind to give them one more week or i'll go to MOM! Humphss!

Alrites. my Laptop gonna run out of batt soon.. so thats all for today.. see u tml! HOHOHOH

meoww

2008-04-14T00:38:00.002+05:00

booo!
orientation is four days ahead... i am still workingg like a cow.. haha... enjoy working with my colleagues... but not today.... i dun like her loh..... want work of bf... everytime late... go lunch also late.. still need ppl wait for u.... herns....
cant be bothered..... =p

if u are dumb like me... haha

yippie

2008-04-10T21:40:00.002+05:00

you see~ im here to blogg....
i went SHOPPING ytd! how great~~ lol. not tat great thou.. haha..
its great to be working.. cos u can spend like shit during shopping, without really having the need to really see and think abt the price and blah blah... i bought 4 nice tops that i loveeeeee~.. spent 110 nia... i tot i can spend up to 300... but nvm... e remaining budget shall go to far east and spend... IM not spendthrift okayy... poly need wear aloooootttttt clothes der....... so, its an excuse for shopping... hoho... wat nonsence am i typing?? hmmmm... anywayyyy.... i dun have much to type anymore.... working morning shift tml..... tired and happy... tired cos have to wake up earlier, happy cos i can go home earlier.. lalala....

im broke.... waiting for pay day... pay day pay day pay day....
hmm... felt like drinking starbucks...but every time i want drink, i felt like so hungry..so i rather eat a meal.... den when i want drink when i am not hungry, i am full.... LOL.. piece of nonsense..... maybe i shall by one cup tml... den go marina square shop again after work.. hohoh.... i want buy lot lot nice nice clothes.... lalallalalaaa..

ALRITE.. this is a nonsense useless post.. ahaha

bo

2008-04-08T20:57:00.002+05:00

heyheyheyy~
tml is my off day..
and joanna ask me update... GIVE U FACE..!! LOL!!!!
hahaa =x

had not been doing much stuff this few day. jus working and working, hmmmm.. working environment is quite good and fun, my colleagues are all very nice and caring.. =))

okays, went to do facial and jean yip ytd.. and it cost me a bomb, $150.. =x... im broke, sian.. and its like no improvement like dat. eat shit~~ lol. haha.. nvm...
nananahh....
boring..
nth more to type le... hope tat i can go shopping tml.. haha.. byebyee...

duhduh

2008-04-01T21:22:00.003+05:00

yo~ wadsupp?
LOL~
alrites, here to blog..... hmmm.. went to cut my hair few days back.. i should say trim... cos everytime i cut hair also look no different de.. but its got different okays??
i went reds since jean yip hairdressing sucks... it cos me $53.... a bomb.. but its okay, im happy with the haircut.. before tat went to ichiban with baobei.. i treat him eat as a farewell dinner.. he's now at taiwan, not for holiday =), but army =(.. and i am not sure if he really can buy manyyyy things back for me or not..... but nvm.....

Went previous company to get my last month de pay... dear is great enough to acc me go early in the morning... w/o him i will be bored to hell on the farking long bus ride.. =)..... i miss himmmm =(((.... but they dumb loh..count pay also count wrongly, maths fail~ hai wo cant get full pay now.. need wait again... dumbbbb..

okayyy

hmmm,. work is alrite... but today is my suay day.. got complaint and today met a farking gek gao customer, china der... waste my time and hai me got say by my counter manager... hahha.. but nvm.. no big deal for me... its over, tml will be a better day.... finally a off on thursday.. i am gonna go for shopping... so long since i last shopped loh... school gonna reopen soon ler... happy and sad... hahhahaaa.... dunno what will it be like in poly life... hope my course is fun.. =)

alrites shall stop here now...

my eye bags sucks,

i miss u my dear.. hope u are sleeping soundly on taiwan's camp bed now...
loves and miss u lot...

5A chalet

2008-03-23T11:35:00.002+04:00

hello! am here to blog bout the chalet held on 18,19 and 20th of march.
am happy that the chalet was made possible and sad that its now all over =(..
pratically, 36 out of 40 turned up.. seriously its better than school attendant sometimes. =x LOL.. lame.. krishnan was suppose to come loh.. but he dua us for 2 days loh.. say will come wil come, end up switching off his phone. sian! but nvm, he's busy....

Alrites...
On the 18th,
meet deon at punggol plaza, went wet market to buy prawn first and those lalachacha stuff.. den headed to cp and meet up with the rest.. took 89 to pasir ris and checked in around 3plus? den forgot do wat le.. should be go cheers buy things again ba... lol.. keep buying this and tat lohh.. den ard 5 went to carry our bbq stuff.. $350 worth of food.... got stingray, sotong, chicken wing, chicken cutlet , satay, otah, and blah blah blah blah.. den the guys there, damn kiasu one.. LOL! =x food come jiu start bbq liao... other ppl haven even come yet.. lol.. ahaha. but nvm.... ard 1hour plus minus later, the crowd started to come liao.. i was not feeling very well so i didnt really go bbq.. but waited to be fed. haha.. so i went ard 2pits for food loh.. i only bbq hotdogs nia.. haha.. even if i bbq other stuff like chicken wing or wat, it wont be cooked loh. so better i dun hai ppl hai myself. hee =x. den awhile later after the crowd (weihang, qianying, joleyn and co.) come, deon the other organiser, bring his gang to the acharde loh.. pig one.. den no ppl bbq liao.. lan lan BBQ ourself.. (the girls)... lol.. den weilin come help.. den i wait for food again!. den cm the chef come.. den shuang liao.. LOL..... LOL my post is so bo liao hor? hahaaa... nvm...

den ard nite time liao.. went the place dark dark liao we jiu at the tables there chat chat loh.. den qianying go bluff weihang that joanna reaching..! lol.. den weihang noob noob go believe and bring joleyn together go bring joanna who is still at dunno which part of the world.. LOL! hahahaaa.... not i bluff one hor! =P... hahaa. den blah blah blah..... den some ppl jiu went off ard 10 plus.. den some 11plus.... after they went off i jiu went bath lohh.. bath hao nana they all go swimming pool there bathe so i play cards with the others loh.. blackjack.. LOL.. like shouting like mad like tat.. especially when kenyong is the dealer... lol... crazy one... haha.. i won $18.. hoho..... den jiu dunnoo the guys go play lan.. den dunno den jiu go sleep ler...LOL.. nana they all nv sleep. hahaaa.... pro.. i shuang sleep whole bed.. hahaaa....

on 19th march
woke up at dunno what time, den went to eat mac breakfast.. eat le go archade (i dunno how to spell la) play basketball with joanna (lol.. keep nana den joanna again.. LOL!) we both were like so eager to break the stupid 250 score loh. play like more den 5 times stil cant break.. den finally decide on the last last play ler~ and we score 313.. hehehehe.. how many girls can play til like that? we pro le hor! =P.. LOL!! hahahaa...
after tat ard 1pm.. woke all those who stil dun wanna wake up, den ard 2 den finally manage to go wild wild wet loh.. a total of 19 ppl went... damn big group.. den play play loh... hahaa... den all went to shiok river, hand in hand and we created a big human jam. ya, u can apply in on ur bread if u want.. LOL.. LAME.. hahhaa... we actualy blocked other ppl way.. den the other ppl were like laughing also.... LOL!! that was real fun loh... hahahaa.... den one life guard saw the huge jam jiu "BEEPBEEP" us with his whistle.. lol... den ask why we do that.. lol. the jam.... den he was replied with we are one family... LOL.. lame.. den he warn us or dunno wat.. want ask other life guard come scold us or wat.. hahaa... den i tell all to let go hand,. all let go den the life guard also bwg ler.. lol.. lame hor~~ LOL.. but fun. haaa... den after a while got a few ppl. not our ppl, stand at the water machine gun watsoever thing there want shoot us.. den we all go spray water back at them. den they all run away.. LOL.. damn funny loh..... stupidd... hahahaaa..
we keep playing the stupid wular lah.. den i purposely shout like mad.. lol....
ard 4.30 the BBQ person jiu call me, den rush to bathe and then to collect the food again...
haahaa.. bring the food back to chalet ler jiu eat immediately ler loh.. haha.. hungry like hell.
the food is better on the second day.. more delicious..... hahaha...
den more and more ppl go home ler..... chalet ending ler.. =(... den dunno wat time again. deon they all go buy mac again... haha.. snatch some nugget from hexun.. =x... den jiu gonna sleep liao blah blah.. luckily stil got levina acc me.. hahahaa... ard 3plus like tat jiu all lights off sleep ler loh..... den the stupid km.. keep fannning zhixiong,, fan til me and lev also cant sleep.. lol... box ta ah! den morning le. 10plus le.. wake up. wash up, prepare and check out ler loh... sadd~~
take bus home..
sleep
chalet no more le.... =(
hope another gathering... most will turn up..
haha..
i am free on the 29... hope the gathering wil not be cancelled like last time ah. if not i wil box weihang. =x....

duhduh

2008-03-18T08:01:00.002+04:00

i vomitted 4 times and went to the loo 4 times like continuously within 20minutes or so lohhhh..
siannnn
food poisoning...
chalet cant eat oily food loh.......
sian diao laaaaaaaaa
ahahahhahaaaaa
blehhhhhss
going class chalet later. haha..

went to estee lauder private sales last sat... spend $200 like dat.. lol
shuang me and my colleague worn uniform and went in ard 10+ .. and the ppl outside are queing like soooooo lonnnnngggg...hahahhahaa... =x

haha. bo liao. played webcam with nana recently.. lol.

crAZYY!!

woowoo

2008-03-09T12:46:00.003+04:00

hello!
im here to update again~

was quite busy with my new job recently..
basic training and blah blah~ the training was quite fun. and it make me realise that i sucks in helping others apply make up. haha.. and i should say its my first time helping another person to make up. i am too use to apply make up on myself so i was some how shivering when applying for others. however i believe practices make perfect :)

im here blogging cos its my off day today.. haha..
11 will be chalet.. 18 will be class chalet. looking forward for both.

in my previous post i say i dun want buy vaio. but still i bought it.. hmm.. its outlook is too pretty for me to resist.. and of cos it caused my pocket to have a larger hole. i am broke like hell already...

i know i look weird in formal.. but no choice.. i have to wear this for work ;)

thats all.. bye peep!

ahh

2008-02-27T20:44:00.002+04:00

HERE TO ANNOUNCE~
I AM SERIOUSLY BROKE~

sad luhh!
no money ler~ siannn =(
dunno where my money fly to loh.. bank balance keep minus-ing minus-ing and minus-ing..
ahhh~~
feb der pay wont be able to cover up also luhh~
still need buy laptop.. den i want change phone. my phone with me 1year pluss pluss ler.. time to change...
Transport fee is like FARK LOH.. like everyday top up one... sad lah!
I NO MONEY LER!!!! =( *cries*

bibi outfield.. miss him lah =(
i gonna quit my job ler! no money still quit?!
haha, cos i am joining another company hohoh, although the basic pay is abit lesser, but hopefully the commission will be more as it is a 'older' company with ex product and quite well known i suppose.

sucks la.. i no money liaoo~ i want save money liao..
everyday eat bread can liao.. dun need eat too good..
Save money plan 1. for weekdays one meal should not spend me more than $5.
Save money plan 2. for weekends one meal should not spend me more than $10.
Save money plan 3. NO MORE SKIN CARE FOR ME! (for this month till mid march =x)
Save money plan 4. 2more bra set and FULLSTOP.. ( i keep buying bra loh.. freak!!)
Save money plan 5. go IT Show grab cheap laptop ( i dun want buy vaio liao $2000, dell can liao =))
Save money plan 6. No change of phone untill the arrival of MARCH pay cheque!
Save money plan 7. NO MORE MASK FOR ME (other than JL 20% sales.. got sales den buy mask!)
Save money plan 8. REJECT EXPENSIVE FOOD ( if i have to pay myself =x LOL!) expensive= $10 and above =p
Save money plan 9. NO MORE NAIL-ART ingredients or stickers or jem or polish and watever. (use up all i have liao den buy! )
Save money plan 10. NO MORE USING OF NETS above 50$

okay. friends out there. pls HELP ME.. =)
okok.. HELP ME OKAYYY~~~
i no MONEY LIAOOO...
i want WORK TILL I die. *choy*
LOL!!
help me okay..
dun help me nvm.
transfer a few hundreds to my account can liao =x
haha..
blehs..
update again soon..
=)

LOL! bo liao came out with thiss.. LOL!!!

better in time

2008-02-19T09:21:00.001+04:00

This song i really like it. So smooth and nice :)

BETTER IN TIME
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

JAE

2008-02-19T02:32:00.003+04:00

Got the JAE results!!
i got into tp leisure and resort management!!
i want go sp banking der lohh.. that one cop also 12 =(..
haiya.. not bad also hor.. tp nearer... dunno want appeal anot..
how to appeal huh?? lol..
haiyooooo.. confuse againn~~

helllooo

2008-02-18T20:47:00.003+04:00

so long since i last blogged..
since 26 jan!

okay, i shall not blog much cos i am tiredd. hahaha..
this new cny i lose money lohh.. every year also nv lose this year lose nia. hope everything will come out sucessful this year :)

this few days had been really a spendthrift. i bought clinique toner and wash $70+ just wanted to try out nia cos my kose toner no more.
den shopping on sunday after work bought top from zara, mango and m)phosis. m)phosis sales item. haha. :X.. den today went cine with huiting after work. ate LJS, den to blossom bought another top again.. i no clothes wear ler la so i buyy. =)))

alrites. i spend my valentines day not with my valentines but with the valentino. haha.
together w/ ht, kt, glad, ben, and of cos valentino to fish and co eat. i meet them after work~ bill to $36 per person not including cake. HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY anyway

den on the total defence day which is KATIE bday and my OFF day,
we went to eat ichiban boshi at wisma. spend $22++. lol
Happy belated birthday to you also =)

on the 16 bei come fetch me and gave me my valentines day card. i read and tear immediately.
i hope u keep ur words darling. we went orchard hawker eat zhi qa $25 nia. not bad lah.

17, at taka shopping after the boring work at ngee ann city watson. i swear i will nv work there under kawaii toyko again! damn boring one. no tester nth, how to sell? but i still manage to sell out 1.

and 18, today, i wrote on top ler. heeex..

pictures now

at gladys house; eating lolipop!

chinese new year chuyi

ke ai de children playing sparkles

free sunblock from company. quite good, hee

valentines gift from bei ( i gave him a very nice watch from far east hehe)

nail art book :), i did some polka dots nail art on cny, forgot take pic ;(

hahahhahahahaa,
thats aall for now!
take care classmates out there whom i haven met since the result day.
IMISSYOU ALL

GARGAR!

2008-01-26T23:07:00.000+04:00

heyy heyy
finally decided on my choices after "ku nao-ing" for one whole day.
so, my result was not that good. not what i really expected. so my wishlist, one is invalid alreadyy =(( i got more than 12 points. which is 13. for l1r4. l1r5 got 16. thou its not as good as compare to those express PPL. but for me who scored 183 for psle, ITS quite good already horhor! =p
basically, el got c5, maths b3, science A1, humans b3, chinese b3, accounts A1, dnt b3.
so ODD numbers like me. =)
my science was f9 in the begining of the year. haha. i pass all but got 20 odd marks for combine science for dunno ca1 or mid year exam.
all thanks to my tutor MISS THAYA. she's really a great tutor and is also very smart der.
for accounts i think the marker like my handwriting la. LOL =x. thats was quite shocking. i expected a 3 but came out to be 1. humans expected 2 came out 3. maths expected 2 came 3 also. DAMN those maths pro LOH! hahahahh.. i already check thru my paper thoroughly w/o letting myself a chance to be careless but i think those maths pro which is quite ALOT got 90+ thats why 2 become 3. LOL! bad la..
my first choice tamp JC. but i thiink cant get in bah. but nevertheless i will still give it a try.
actually i still want put serangoon JC der. but i think i rather get a good course in POLY den get to a average school. den my english still so lousy dun take GP better. BAH~
but i still hope i can go to tamp jc cos i wanna go uni. but hai but. so many but. but now i already made my choice ler. and i dun wanna crack my brain and waste another 10$ so no more BUTS for me!!! hoho.
den other den the first choice. all the 11 includes SP , NP and TP. all are business related course. den the 12th is apparel design der thingyy.
alright so now i finish my entry. i am gonna sleep now. i am so tireddd..
went to rub bar with bei and his 1 2 3 4 5 6 forgot how many friends. they open 2 chivas. den cab home for a farking $27. reach home remove make up BOOm to bed and sleep like a log and wake up 11.30. late for work 45mins. den just now on conference with nana qy and yq loh. to decide which path to choose.
afterall i still let fate decide my path. cos the lowest rank student in tamp JC has 14 for l1r5. so my 16 dunno can get in anot. so if cannot i just can go to poly loh.
and i spend damn lot without even having got my pay cheque yet. so when i get it. i will TRY not to spend. i bought one perfume from paul smith 86$. den i saw at far east lala cha cha shop at 50+ damn those freaking cheapo shop ( which i gonna visit next time =X) hahahha.
tiredd..
sleep
byee
so longggg.
picture...
of me..
the pig..
blehsssssssss..

this i bought for 10$. i likeee =)

updates

2008-01-15T20:27:00.000+04:00

Since WEIHANG ask me to blog. SO i come BLOG loh.
HAHAHAHA~!!! =p

Shall start from the 10th of jan.

10 jan
=work.

11jan
=work

12jan
=work

13jan
=took merit bursary, den stayed at home make my nails for 3hours plus + watch romantic princess

14jan
=work

15jan
which is today.
went out with huiting peiyu and HUALATINO TAN. =x
went orchard, to wheellock peiyu buy her tops. den rain so cancel movie.
went far east walk walk bought another new year clothes.
den shuyi come. den we go eat wanton mee.
den walk walk
den go play pool.
den come they come my house play mj.
den go home ler
hahahahahhaa..
thats all. i am lazy to blog..
blehs. gonna visit ngee ann poly on fri. =)
bye bye. work tml and cust service training on thurs.
shagg.

my nails again. =p

hey peep!

2008-01-09T19:46:00.000+04:00

Had been busy or rather lazy recently.
i work for a continuous 7days and now i declare myself a MC.
if not for this MC today. i will be working for 11days luhh!
but who ask me take off on the start and the end of this 2 weeks.
LALALA!
sunday getting merit bursary =))
sales had been like SHIT since school reopens. =(
but nvm i have completed my 100hours when means that i can quit without having to pay any money.. HOHOHO.
maybe i am gonna change job. if sales continue to be badd. hahaha..
anyway. when out to shop with cat and elephant. bought 2dress, 1jeans. hope there's more to come, for cny new clothes. =P.
that's all for now. byee =))

LOL

2008-01-03T20:45:00.000+04:00

LOL. Big big laugh!
out of a sudden i clicked on some of my school mates blog.
all complaining mr Krishnan.!
lol.. about first day of school and amt of homework.
LOL!
i kinda miss mr krishnan nor. rmb the days where homework are pile up like a hill. rmb the days when mr krishnan repeating what he say everyday. "english is D subject, without english u go no where." LOL. he's really the best teacher i seen, who spent like $1500+++ on his student treating them to buffet. i MISS everyone. miss the laughter miss everything in CLASS. 5A 2007! i miss the way 5A are. =(
stopping to think of it, Now that we have no more chance to Sit together in a class room listening to the lesson. You know that kind of "huai nian". sad sadd!! =(
Hope that we all will be happy seeing each other on the result day =)).
everyone in 5A 2007, u're miss-ed.
hahahahaha.

happy 2008

2008-01-01T21:16:00.000+04:00

HELLO~~~!!

yepp. went to countdown ytd. 2008 is here. time pass by like so super fast. rmb last year i was with BEI at vivo countdown party. and this year we're at marina. =))

hehehex.

i actually wanted to wake up early on xmas eve as i took 2days off, to go down town shopping. However, i was too pig to wake up. thus i slept till 2pm if i didnt rmbed wrongly. =X when CP to meet up with a buyer den pass her my stuff got my $$ and went to walk ard at watson. bought my stuff and went back home prepare to meet BEI. =))

i make-up for 1hour. =X. hehehe.. den 5plus meet dao BEI. we first headed to ps to eat swensens like AGAIN. hahahah..

waited for the ice cream after our meal.

den//

played with the spoon.. =x

aftermaths, went archade and tried $1 on luck. wanna get a plushie but lady luck was not with me. hehe. so we went to play the bball. We are not as PRO as we used to be. hahaa. too long nv play le i suppose.

after tat we took train to cityhall. den went to raffles city and took my tiara which i forgotten to take it home the day before after work. so i went to take it and bought electric toothbrush den pay and We're in the middle of robinson squeezing the stuffs i bought into my bag. HOHO~! had a hard time squeezing it.

Den jiu walk to esplanade there ard 9+. den walk walk walk and decided to settle down as there's so much ppl already chop their place ler. ahaha.. the place we choose was a great view. right infront is the firework. before it was 12, we slack and waited there lohh.. den dere was feel indian being so selfish tryna squeeze into other ppl place loh.. den the lady being squeeze was like so ke lian loh.. dun say ler.. if every indian can be like mr krishnan den haha. good loh.. =xxx. den finally wait dao the countdown liao. 3,2,1 the firework come out. it was so nice loh.. hohohoho...

afterthat everyone jiu like squeeze their way out. we was like roti prata. haha.. i was not really being squeezed la.. cos got BEI protect me.. LOL!. so ppl got molest also dunno ah.. luckily i got HIM. =) he hug me all the way out. i was infront of him. hahaha.. i thought that was really SWEET of him. but i didnt tell him. HOpe he read this. Beiiii iloveu =x.

haha.. mushymushy. =X dun like read can close! =)

den walk here walk there finally find our way to marina square. den we went to watch i am legend loh. quite nice actually. but i dun like the zombie loh. look like shit when they open their mouth.

den took 6N home den BEI took cab home. got home washed up and off to bed.

today although off but lazy to go out. so nv go anywhere. just when to punggol plaza bought some egg tarts and back home. =)

now blogging. hoho.

tat's all for now. pictures time. =)

byee ~

duhhhhhh`

2007-12-30T18:07:00.000+04:00

HELLO~
i am here again~~
didnt blog for fri and satt.
so now blogging.
fri,
basically working and nth much. sales was okay nia.
sat,
sold 7 bottles. however its not as good as the 8bottles one cos all small pack~
den knock off at 6.30 changed and went to novotel clarke quay for wedding dinner, the ballroom was really grand, names of the food was high class as well but the taste was alright only, not that fantastic thou. =) hehe.
todayy,
the second last day of 2007. worked at raffles city. SALES was BADDDDDDD. haha 1.50$ commission nia. duh duh. but i dun feel sad thou. and i dun like there loh. the air con is like right above den damn cold. the early when i got there the supervisor or dunno what idiotic position person with a farking irritating awful and disgusting voice like told me of saying " you come here to push ur sales ah. not shopping." thank you hor i not shopping hor freak. are u stupid of something like that? without a shopping bag a trolley/basket u call me shopping? I AM just curious abt one of the product there la. stupidd =p.
he made my whole day making me dun feel sad without selling anything =p.
den another ugly old witch with long ugly hair and face with lots of farking holes who looks like an farking disgusting old nei nei~ one customer looking at her product den ask if its good or not.. ZAO ZHI DAO i say NOT GOOD LA. aiyoss.. i call the witch telling her got customer DUE to her "AH SOH-ness" busy chatting with another promoter. so i hao xin tell her got customer den she tell no need tell me one let her look. PLS LOH. ur customer lehs. dumbass. she's actually a promoter for phyto and the nuxe skin care whatever shit. SAD for the company loh. have such a old and ugly and irresponsible, hack care and un-thankful promoter. AIYOSSS~~~
den wait wait wait finally 7.50pm liao. den i jiu wanna go off. den i say bye bye to the promoter dere shun bai say bye bye to her. AND FARK HER say bye bye to her still say what to me " ni bu shi zhuo dao 9dian mehs?" WAHHH u my manager mehs know so well i wat time start work wat time ends arh? PLS LOH OLD WITCH u are just a witch without magic. shut ur big fat smelly mouth. DEN she continued " xian zai 7.50 ni ji go arh? wo ken ni der manager jiang ahs?" wah. this is nb loh.. den i tell her i whole day nv go toilet nv drink now i go toilet and drink den go home CANNOT AR?. dun care her i walk away~ lalala. shouldnt have bother to explain loh. lol. nahh. SEE i dun like raffles city la. no ppl + got some farking idiots there working. not some la. 2 nia.. HOHOHO...
den after work i went mos burger buy milk tea den to guess and bought a small bag. really small la. but 90+. actually i was thinking another 150 one but i thought i had so much big and shoulder bag, i should buy a small and sling bag. hehe.. so tat my bag wont be heavyyy =))).
now back home blogging abt old witch and bastard. =x. think they should marry each other. but age got abit prob. but i think the bastard wont mind. MAYBE they are COUPLE? i dont know?
hahahha
thats all for now.
my self entertainment, scolding and cursing ppl.
=x
byebyee =))

OFF TML, shopping time =x

hello

2007-12-27T17:41:00.000+04:00

hiii~,
i am just back from work. hoho.. today sold 3products nia, earn 26$ commission. hoho. but spent 55$ on clothes. LALA.
so long nv buy clothes liao and my wardrobe is so lok kok liao. haha.
today i act tourist sia. lol. first when to office early in the morning, den trained to jurong point cos to take over another girl who is sick, den reach ler the manager called and told me to go back to centre point. its like i am not pissed at all loh. COS i nv take train to boonlay before. HAHAHA. in my whole 17 years of life. haha. i love sight-seeing! its so fun. hoho....
hmmms, hope tml sales would not be bad, hohohohohoh~

hur hur WORK

2007-12-26T21:50:00.000+04:00

HurHur~
i still thought i would have a rest day TML, but my manager just gave me an msg and told me to go jurong point work. SADDD* cant go shopping. But anyhow, its not bad thou, can earn more den shop more!
today sales is my best one so far. i sold 8 products. heex commission ard 40$+
not bad. if everyday like tat i SONG liao. but this one i think LUCK nia lohh.. got one time ZERO sales, den another is $1.50 commission for whole day nia. HAHAHA. hope my LUCK will get better nors =).
pray pray nah. pray i everyday sell 10 products. =x

i shall blog more often. my blog is dying. but hai hao haven die yet, still got 1more breathe =x. lame la hor.

today i came back home, saw one dog den i go touch. so CUTE. i actually dun dare touch dog der but dunno why i dare to sayang the doggie. haha. maybe i THINK OF peipeiyu =XXX.
lol.. haha. maybe fate? haha. the dog stay at 8storey, i stays at 9. hahaha,,
i only like cute dog and good looking dog. ugly and big dog i DETEST to hell. especially those stray ones. LOL. what a topic?

wonder still have to work for how long den can go to a "no need look at price" shopping. =x
hmmmms.
okayyy shall get my arse off the chair and stick it to my comfy bed. =p
byebye.

bb

2007-12-24T21:12:00.000+04:00

BAOBEI, i really loves you.
No matter how hard life would be, how much i have to endure, i will always love you.
till the end of time.

happy 15th month

2007-12-10T00:10:00.000+04:00

woots,.

HAPPY 15th Months To US ♥♥♥

went to Suntec eat Steamboat, den arcade play play. haha, played spider der gun game, lol, i was shouting cos the spider very big. lol. before tht went to toapahyoh sell his hp, he bought new one copycat me. =x. lalalaa. he's my baby. hohoho.. he bought me a hello kitty bedroom slipper for me also. haha. so ke ai~
blehs.
I NOW JOBLESS. so sadddddd, haha, rest one week liao gonna look for new one liao, not doing admin shit liao too boring for a $6 pay, =x.

xiao ke ai and hello kitty slipper =))

my farking nails, always broke. =(

all for now, byeee =))

*ps; i wonder when will 'O' level results will be out. so look forward to that day, and hope my efforts doesnt goes down the drain, especially sci, maths, english, COMBINED humans, pratically ALL =x.

photos

2007-12-08T00:12:00.000+04:00

Photoshopped**

hha, long long hair and eye lashes. lol.

hoho,some pics taken during the concert, i mean some = a few,

this i found on the net, i like the cartoon so uploaded it. haha =p

bye peeps.!

irritating small ants

2007-12-05T01:32:00.000+04:00

hypocrites post should not be here to dirty my blog.!
hoho.
some ppl just bu yao nian.
sad for them, hai..
HAHA!
they are just 2 unimportant ppl, why blog about them, so stupid.
haha, some ppl u noe i know jiu hao, dun need tell other ppl. later ppl go bad mouth ppl tell them someone brainwash some ppl again, overall is the who who who do what what what der.
sucha meanie.
like to accuse other ppl, sad for those being accuse by that lalala. cannot blame tatata alsoo loh, lalala brainwash ppl one.

bu yao say ler, none of my business. just feel bad for victims.

F

2007-12-03T21:36:00.001+04:00

NOT HAPPY DUN READ OKAYS!

SHOW ON STAGE

2007-12-03T01:15:00.000+04:00

finally its 1st dec and we went to watch gladys laogong der concert.
HOHOHO.. SHOW ON STAGE.
never regret watching, he is really talented and good looking, with those attractive dance moves.
the first concert i watch, it is sucha great one, totally awesome!
lallaalallalaa.
can repeat jiu hao =x.
haha. dreaaming.

hoho, just change my blog skin, pink pink.
i like pinky stuffsss hohho. but i dun like pink clothings, apparel.
i want my room pink pink, bed pink pink all pink pink, pink= marie marie =cute.. cute=babybearbear, babybearbear=baobei!
hoho.
i just reformat my comp ytd. keep dl-ing all that are suspose to be dl-ed till today haven dl finish, tired. stop here ler.. byebye c=

prints

2007-11-22T14:42:00.000+04:00

*ps: I miss u ♥

duh

2007-11-19T21:40:00.000+04:00

HI~

haha...
byee =))

photos again

my DIY nails again. the index fingernail broke off.=(

byeee==))

protected

2007-11-19T21:12:00.000+04:00

PROTECTED POST!

rainbow

2007-11-13T22:09:00.000+04:00

hi ppl!

Finally the 'O' ended.
that's good news. should be happy, however i had so called a bad start. LOL! cos i am sick.
=( sob. its the start of work too. ytd was first day of work and today im sick. so i didnt turn up. haha. work was so boring. sit down there nth to do wait for call. you see... DA CAI XIAO YONG! lol...............
hmmms. had no mood to blog, saw a veryyyyy beautiful scenary few daays back. and it was a whole semi circle arc of rainbow. lol.. very huge, very amazing very beautiful. of cos i took photo but the rainbow was 10x more beautiful in real.

this is one side of the rainbow

this is another..
join together = an arc. hohoho..
i now my skills sucks my cam sucks too. =p

thats all for now =)

hiii

2007-11-07T20:09:00.000+04:00

big HELLO.
went taka den bugis today.
haha with peiyu qianying weiling vala weilin and joanna came to meet us later on =)

while waiting for qy and wl i saw a "bai fa mo nan" lol. man in white. and he looks like a white lion! hohoho.
went up to recuit express at taka den waited for some moment den filled our particulars and stuff den we jiu go bugis ler.
we took neoprints. so long nv take ler haha. i bought new nail stickers. and 2tops =)
haha. den reached home at 7+ cause was tired.. have not buy my mama bday present luh! sadd. tml i go buy. haha. im going to bed soon, so tiredd. =)

some pictures.

black mask

white mask.. hoho

white hair man

me and peipeiyu =p

BYE

happy anniversry

2007-11-06T20:05:00.000+04:00

Happy Anniversary!

YYYYYYYYYY

Yeah! had the last major paper today, which was dnt. i was already in holiday mood when i flipped to the section C question which consist of 70% i suppose. My drawings was just half-pass-six. LOL. but overall its the content which matters. haha!

science MCQ was damn tricky i think my aim of 35/40 for mcq is reallyyyyyyyyy.. hmmm. hope cambridge will moderate loh. so everyone will pass den i will get better grade hohoho.

Time really flies, from last 3months which was 99days left from o lvl and its like just few days before was that 99days but now its already coming to an end. Im so glad that we've pass thru this difficult times. It was really tiring and i really lackedd of sleep and was so afraid bout the paoer next day and next day... finally its overrrr... just left with poa mcq.. =) so happyyy!

outings with the girls tml as well as to look for jobs.
photo MAY be up soon. =)

hello

2007-11-02T22:00:00.000+04:00

helloo! its 2.00am and im still not sleeping. not becos studying but becos i just ate lasi lemak. hoho. my head is feeling so heavy, only able to sleep at 4 the day before due to studing for physics paper, means that i only slept for 2hours till now. but i cant sleep cos im so full. hoho.

hmmss 4more papers to go! hope e effort doesnt goes into the drain.
summaries of the papers taken so far
chemisty erms not too bad la. haha though some question quite tricky but everyone doesnt really know e answer so not bad.
geo. quite good.
english p1 fff derr. waste my 20minutes i rushed thru the compo hopefully situational writing will help.
p2 average loh.
maths p1 im loving it. i am able to check thru all the question again after doing. hopefully at least a b3
maths p2 quite easy, however was careless in few question.
chinese p1 no time laa
p2 easy .. hope that would not be moderated
poa haiss.
physics yeah!

lalalaa..
i went to town with dear just now. and bought a 2008 organiser and a few tops.
im lazy to blog. i shall go study ss. byee

i bought this a few weekss ago i suppose. gonna be a x'mas gift haha.

ME and babyy bear beaar

2007-10-30T18:12:00.000+04:00

Yea!! holiday is getting nearer and nearer.
i should be studing for chinese right now however really didnt have the mood. maybe i shall not sleep tonight. =x cos b3 is good enough i think cos my oral pass only, very low chance for a distinction.
BLAH!
will be back to blog after 'O'.
heee.
ilovebaobei!

Some stuff purchased online recently. Anticipating for their arrival!!!!

IPOD TOUCH!!!!

My toy with spec. hahahhaa.

backk

2007-10-15T13:30:00.000+05:00

yes! we're back.
i love u and will nv even think of leaving u again.
i'm sorry for all which had happened, i'm really glad to have u back!

hello

2007-10-03T14:00:00.000+05:00

happy birthday to joanna tang chai yan aka banana orange jelly!
LOL
=p

alrites just had something to write before i really shut my comp and be seriously study for the major Olvl!
yeahh. serious speaking. im really tired.
dark rings around my eye, feeling so weak without sufficient rest.
HOWEVER, i know effort will be paid off on the day we get back the result.
I AM GONNA MAKE SURE I WILL BE SMILING!!
im tryingg =)
as for other things i really dun wanna care!
becos i am losing temper every now and den when i am at home.
yea. my home is really not a conducive place to study lah. yeahh.. books had taken up all the oxygen in my room. and i am suffocatingg.. hahaa... crazyy..
yup i am crazyy lah... always wanna find things quarrel with HIM!
you see everytime i quarrel with him i feel really bad la. thou we already no more.
but i had to say. i am really sorryy.. i didnt mean so.
life is just so difficult... and u couldnt really blame me thou although most of it was my fault cos u should know when i am in pain, its really painful. and anyone who agitate me will suffer. like my sis also......
after O lvl i'll repay all those who meant well for me de.. definatelyy.... friends and peers lalala..

before ending my last post for the entire 1mth till 13th NOV.

i had something to say to those who still dun have the heart/ discipline to study..

i know i had no right, so i wont speak out in the public, but if those who are really, i hope u'll get this in mind.
no matter what it is, to those who are not studying or STUDYING SECRETLY..
GET This in mind to those who studying secretly, you're definately a farker. pls dun disturb others if u dun wanna study in school!
TO THOSE WHO ARE STILL NOT STUDYING~
we're left with 18days. yea. we can count in with our hands and legs. soon, in just a blink that will be D DAY!
so you think you still have alot of time??
wake up pls. the future is yours, do u have no target for life at all??
why isnt there any motivation at all to encourage u to just study and stop wasting time??
despite so much encouragement from teachers and friends.??
hope u ppl will go and think about it, if u really had no mood to study, do not affect the others. be considerate~
and pls hor, if u dun wanna study, dun cry at the day when the results are back. no one will be there to comfort u..
ALRITE, all i wanna propose is that JUST MAKE THE LAST EFFORT.
dun think i dun have the right to post this post. AT LEAST I AM BETTER DEN ANYONE OF YOU WHO DOESNT WANNA STUDY OUT THERE.
at least i make an effort to study, despite of being as bright as some others AT LEAST i put in effort and i believe that at the day of result i will not regret, becos i did put in effort!! but not some of u! okayy.. grow up all the future are on our hands. though i knew its a difficult task to get 12 for l1R4, but i will still try.. and not give up like some!!! you'll nv know, if god sees that i put in effort, maybe he'll grant me good questions which i am able to answer.. LUCK~

okay... dun critisize me alright for those who doesnt study~ its stated very clearlyy... and those who are brighter have no right to critisize me also, cos i am putting in the same effort as u now. AT LEAST I TRIED..
okayy

tata for now. be back on 13nov and typing a very elighted post describing how easy the papers were..
HAHAHA.. pray for a paper which i could answer~~~~ lalala.. byebye

happy birthdayy

2007-08-12T12:31:00.000+05:00

HI~
im' here to blog. =)

10 AUGUST
yea. went to novotel hotel at clarke quay to have our lunch which was a treat from mr krishnan.
=) woke up early in the morning to prep. hmmms. reached there on time. the hotel quite class. haha
lunch till ard 2pm den went ard to take photos. haha. took bout 70photographs. lol. like crazyy =p
after tat we, which was joanna, qianying , yuqian, peiyu, weiling, weihang when to kster to sing k
haha. cum celebrate my advance bdayy.
shall not type so much. photo time. =)

~~before photo. here's a video. hehehheheee. im not crazy =)~~
**PS:::weihang wanted me to remove the video.
however, u may ask me to send it to u if interested in viewing =x
lol.....

hoho. im soft to anyone except him. weihang. =x.... naannnnyyy pupuuu
we are ~~not~~ bullying him. haahahhahaha!

11 AUGUST to 12 AUGUST
its saturaday yet i stayed at home. yup. cos nobody ask me go out mahs.
den recuperate at home loh. haha. watch tv edit photos and do boring stuff like doing nth. =X
yaa. my Samsung LCD tv was delivered to my house at the afternoon. 32'' wide. haha.

den jiu watch tv and use comp whole day till 12am which was 12 AUGUST.
my phone kept ringing, bday msg all pop out. haha. thankss to all.
den joanna send me one msg to ask me go listen 933. therefore i ran to my room and switch it on.
DEN~!!! SOMETHING HAPPEN~!!!
SOME PEOPLE BROKE INTO MY HOUSE!
YESS~!!!
WITHOUT MY PERMISSION~!!
LOL!
hahahhaaa...
as i was switching on the radio gladys, shuyi, katie, celestine, vala, and weilin POP OUT of a sudden.
DUHH~
i was shock of cos. hahahaaha.
they brought in cake and my present lohh. hahahha..
THANKS SO MUCH~
hahahahahaa. actually its really not simple to get me shocked yet they managed =X. pei fu..haha =x
haha.
Shimin took my phone and steal my sis no. without permission. HAHA. still tell me want blue tooth
photo we took during national day eve where there's none. but on 10august we took one so her plan of
stealing my sis number didnt fail. AHHAHAHAa. SO i nv thought much~~
den on 11august. Shuyi that piggy called in the morning to track me. lol. den send me birthday
greeting like she wanted to win the first prize on greeting. LOL. den my father ask me weird questions
like "later ur fren coming to our house arh" where i dunno anything at all. LOL~~
hahaaa.. no wonder ppl are guai-guai ingg~ hahahha..
here to conclude from all this is. I APPRECIATE IT ALOT. haha. im touchedd, hahahahhhaaa ..

Thanks to all who greeted me haappy bdayy. =)
through sms At 12.00am ++ --Shuyi, my baobei, Katie, Celestine, Gladys , joanna, weilin, vala, shimin, huiting, qianying, peiyu, weiling,weihang, hoongchun, cheukman, my beloved sister angyanling, and hongwei.
through msn,joleyn, chinying, yvonne(on 10august LOL), kianming ( i reminded him to ), weihang ( the kiasu greet everywhere =x),benjamin
Through frenster,michelle(celestine sister) , deon, my baobao, WEIHANG AGAIN =x, gladys (ncsuperstar), and unknown ycs

THANKS FOR THE MARIE PUZZLE TOO. LOVE IT!!

YEAH. can u imagine how much fats had i gain within this three days.
3cakes. hahahaaa...

yea. finally i finish the update on my bday. a MILLION THANKS TO ALL. love you all~~

duh

2007-07-29T22:01:00.000+05:00

BLEHS~
its 1am in the morning. =p
why am i still here duh~
haha. taking a rest from homework..
just RMB that i need to finish first tpy physics paper. just finished nahh..
so tired. still got so many hw to do. =((

had been watching movie every SAT.
so far caught
Transformer, 10*
my wife's a gangster 3 10*
vacancy 6*
alone.9* i swear this is an CRAZY movie. rated PG ONLY. children cant watch loh. the ghost face so scary, gross and errie. YUCKSS. LUCKILY i covered my eyes for the partss where the ghost appear. ITS Like the face "nua, den eye ball pop out." grosss~~~
However it has a good story line. not like those typical ghost movie which have the same ending yah. =))

nannaa.
still got so many MOVIE to catch up with. not hw pls.
rush hour, invisible target, flashpoint, and blah and blah.
booo
i love my BAOBEI~!
blehs
off to continue with my hw.
=P~!

2007-07-15T22:04:00.000+05:00

HEY~
its been so long since i last blogged. (erm, why is it always this phrase?!) LOL.
NAH. i had been rather ~~BUSY~~ LAZY i should say.
HAHa. of cos i am still lazy to blog now. AND life had been so ~~happening~~ BUSY.
hmm~ so i blog with my feeling. nanah. thats not really what i meant.
PHOTO blogg~

DUH~
here it goes.
********loading loading loadingg********
pictures loading.
in the mean time. i had to say. i am left with 7 pieces of homework to go. and its 1am already
ha.

Picture timeeee loh~

This was i forgotten when. haha

when i received my tops from spree. hahahha

with huiting

BEN XING NAN YI. ZI LIAN KUANG

i made this for himm. hoho.

weiling bdayy =) (not the black guy =p)

see. SO STRESS LOH

he dun li wo ler. sit till so far.

going ikea.. =)
bought nth from ikea. instead when giant and bought hell losta things.
durian and blah and blahs

hehe. VIVO

HIS 19th ~~BIRDDAY~~ BIRTHDAY! =p
which was just two days earlier. 13th july.
i was intending to give him a BIGGER surprise. but i sorta failed cos I AM ON MY OWN. haha.
i told him to meet at my house playground. den actually plan to ask him come up by himself
but TOO BAD HE CANT. cos my house GATE. so plan failed. den at the moment i totally lost.
dunno what to do.. haha. so i left the cake at the carpark and ran to open the gate for him
den ran up to the carpark again. den i act as if i dunno what inside the big green plastic bag
den he say he kinda shock cos he nv thot i will buy a cake for him. hahhaa =p.
SO after we ate the cake den i went back home prepare and went to marina bay eat steamboat
with his friends. didnt really eat much. NOT NICE MAH~ haha
aftermaths went boat quay. den to loyal pub.
didnt drink muchh. cos one of his FREN suddenly pop out and offered him a dunno what yellowish
precipitated alcohol drink. DEN it was like soooooo heavy loh. 75%..??
den the bar tender and all was like staring at him. he was the bday boy. so he drank it all
hoho. den he seh seh ler loh.. haha. SO i cant drink much. cos i dunno i will drunk anot.
later drunk jiu nobody take care me ler. hoho. When we going leave the pub ler he jiu hao liao
not drunk anymore. haha. den cabb home lohh.. go home jiu sleep ler.

YTD. Sat

Took before going watch my wife is a gangster 3. i wanted to watch harry potter loh. but other
ppl so kiasu. book the tickets like DAYS ago. ALL cinemas FULL. no avail at all. SADD. HAHA.
den watch liao go home den he go find his fren ler lohh. sadded..

TODAY.
had tuition.
went punggol plaza spent 60$
LALA. bought new strawberry shortcake blanket and school shoe.

NAHHNAH. time is limited. GONNA do as much hw as i can before i feel sleepy..
haha. now 98.7 playing neyo becos of u. HAHAHA. loveedd

brunei

2007-06-10T19:23:00.000+05:00

my baobei is at bruneii now. i miss him so much~!

2007-06-03T21:14:00.000+05:00

Too lame to be true. LALA. today i cooked delicious dinner =)))

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

You Are 76% Pure

You're pretty pure, and you have no plans on changing that.
You do have a devilish side though... and it will probably get the better of you.

The 100 Question Purity Test

You Are 78% Vain

You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.
Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them.

How Vain Are You?

Your Power Level is: 55%

There's a good chance you feel pretty powerful, and with good reason, you're already fairly successful.
Keep developing your goals and skills, and you'll be surprised by what you can really achieve.

How Powerful Are You?

Your Reputation Is: Sweet Girl

While you're well known, there's nothing to worry about.
You're reputation is mostly good - as good as any rep can be.

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

You Are 62% Bitchy

While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood.
And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong!

How Bitchy Are You?

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

You are a Career Girl!

You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.
You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!
An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.
And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.

What Kind of Girl Are You?

Your Vocabulary Score: F

As simple as we can say it...
You probably don't speak English

How's Your Vocabulary?

You Are 48% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

You Are 71% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High

You Are 71% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High

You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room.
You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

You Are 40% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good.
It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

Are You A Sociopath?

You Probably Look Younger Than Your Age

You live a healthy lifestyle and know how to take care of yourself.
You'll probably have a youthful glow for many years.

Do You Look Your Age?

bei

2007-06-02T23:41:00.000+05:00

woo~
im here to blog. hoho.
Thursdayy
it was Vesak day. when vivo den bugis with beibei.. found my marie cup which i had broke it months ago.. haaa~ after tat walk aroud den when home. den we sorta quarrel. saddedd =( and angry.
Friday.
meet beibei 9+ at cp. Because he made me angry. he hand made breakfast for me. hee. sandwich. hahaha.. he woke up 6am. so ke aii~ heex. although very simple. but its the tastiest sandwich i ever had.. hoho.. tomato, egg with melted cheese.. nicee~ happyy. so i not angry ler loh~ hhoo. den he acc me go to sch den he went back home loh. hoho. den SS and DNT lesson. i almost went GILA during DNT lesson. BOOO. maybe i too perfectionist liao. LOL. the dimension for my artefact damn. spent me more den a hour. BOOOOO.. hope my end product would be how i imagined. =) hope i can get 1 for dnt =XXX
SATurdayy
just came home a few hours ago. went to PS. watched shrek 3. so boring. =X.. haha. bought materials for me and beibei scrapbook too. haha. i just did some designs on the first page. brains cell all used up. thats why i am blogging. NOW i am gonna solve my phone cable prob. Blahs so many prob. few days ago i spent like 2 hour trying to fix my damn scanned but it just refused to connect. now my phone cable also samee.. BOOO

hais

2007-05-30T11:00:00.000+05:00

i am so lost~ so so lost. really dunno which is a correct path. ytd i listen to the song(my current blogsong) listen till i cry like hell. dunno what i thinking. Hais.

最后一次
Lovynn Kan

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮
所有回忆没去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使劲全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你

chinese

2007-05-26T11:24:00.000+05:00

GARR~!!
i am so afraiddd. so afraid of monday's chinese paper!!
so afraid my hard work doesnt pay off~~
gargargar~~
i want AAA
A2 also can. AAAA plsss :'((( haiss

psk la hor

2007-05-25T20:59:00.000+05:00

LOL. i dun uds why some ppl just like to be sucha zhong sei qing you person. Thats the worst i ever seen of ALL. WORST LA HOR.
and DAMN. her voices simply irritates me. cant she just disappear.? or maybe i should disappear.? everytime talk must TALK so LOUD one mehs.? weird loh. What She tryna show ar.? LAST time dunno treat ppl how. DEN now.? fake la hor. MY OPINION LAAA!
lalala~ i dun noe anything i do will irritates her anot but infront of her i knew i am not doing much. BUT the sight of her simply irritates me more and more as time pass loh! not i CB or wat la. i think if anyone were to put themself in my point of view, i doubt they wont be irritated. Haa! maybe i MIND her too much ler bahs.! so i am not gonna care. if i am irritated but what she may not mean to irritates. i will just walk off. LALALA.
i am evil. so dont provoke me. HAHAHA *evil laugh*

ulcer

2007-05-21T20:26:00.000+05:00

yes im here to blog!

life sucks so much when i have a ulcer. PAIN! gar

anyway~

when to vivo on sat with beibei~

i bought 2tops from forever21 which cost me 76$. LA! i no clothes wear mah~ hoho.

after tat shopped ard den when to watch blades of glory~

hoho. i actually thot it was somehow a horro movie. cos blades mah. haha. den it end up was a ice skating show. den the piggy si si dou dun want say its nice when i thinks its really interesting. haha. we bought the tickets without knowing wat kind of story it is loh. haha. but its nice thou. funny, interesting, and "jing xian". haa.

Sunday

i went to beibei house eat. his mum cooked alot. haha. i love home-cooked dishes. haha. hmm. den went to buy stuffs for DIY chocolate fondue. its nicee but beibei dun even wanna try when he saw the chocolate so damn dark. lala.

Monday.

school as usual. boring~

haha

next week chinese olevel.

next tuesday hopefully can go sentosa. so long nv go ler. hoho. =)

goodluck hur!

happy

2007-05-18T21:18:00.000+05:00

ITS A HAPPY DAY TODAY SO I SHALL BLOG.! HEE
early in the morning went to sch and had our dodgeball(issit spelled this way.?) inter-class competition. yupp. we were all under that enormous sun. den i was feeling rather bored at first as our class doesnt get to play first. den weilin was like dicussing and planning the formation. haaa. 1st plan failedd! lol. however we did still came in 2ND for the competition. haa. our class girls were like cheering and shouting or i should say SCREAMing like we had nv did. LOL. the match with our of the class was cool. 8-0. killed all opponent. hhaha.. this game is just about shoo shoo and shoo. so i shoo three games. haa. hmm! WOOOOTTS. i hyper-ed whole day. now i am already so tired for blogging. but for the sake of a happy and most memorable memories. i shall force myselff!! yeayeeaa!
yupp. afterall our class got the title of BEST ATTITUDE, BEST TEAMWORK, NO VULGARITIES. and blahh. haha. so happyyy.. SEC 5A and 5B rawksss. its like we get to gather together like an family. haha.. the happiness could hardly be describeddd. and i should say thru so much time spent in nan chiau. this is the MOST memorable for me. to bad some classmate wasnt present in sch. haa. like weihangg. LOL.
Yup its the last year. and it might be the last victory in teamwork and stuff. lol. dunno how to express my feelinggs arr.
hoho! after everything 5A and 5B took photos together with mrs tan and mr raffi. krishnan wasnt there. so sad. =(
here's the photos.

UNITED! hoho

YUP~!
good things happen in a glimpe of time. wonder when will it be the second time that all of us could gather together and laugh like there isnt any worries and saddness in our life. haa.

hmms. after we were release at 12.40. den at home slackked den went to celebrate shuyi 17th belated one day birthday. hmm. we first when to serangoon sing K. den i was like crazy for a moment den rest awhile den crazy again. haa. took quite alot of pictures but i wont be uploading. too much. haa. i will just keep them as my memorieess. I REALLY WONDER HOW CRUEL WILL IT BE IF WE GRADUATE FROM NCH AND LEAD OUR LIFE SEPERATELY. 5 years of frenship~!! garr =(... hmm. drop the topic. haa. den after we singing k we when to kovan to eat loh. DAMN UN-DELICIOUS LOH! wanna vomit. haha. now i felt nausy(aiyo i dunno how to spell) still.. hmms. den the cake was brought out. sang bdae song den let shuyi make her wish. haa. no one touches the cake. everyone was so full. haha.. den ard 10 we left to play arcade and lala. haha. den just came back home. TIREDDDD~!! haha. now i am waiting for beibei call. he whole day busyy.. haha.. hmm OLEVEL chinese is just a few days round the corner. do you think i can ACE it.? haha. maybe, maybe not. my standard is sometime good and sometimes bad like shit. haa. wish that i can at least have a 2. i chinese used to be good!! =((. pray prayy. haha.. alrites shall stop here. blog again when i feel like. bye ppl. =)

grammatical errors~

2007-05-16T20:26:00.000+05:00

LOL. recently i find myself typing or writing alot of errors in every english word or whatsoever i wrote. haa. read my previous post. =x. when i re-read it. i found that. lol. orders become others. pass become past and watsoever. LOL. today we got back out english paper. den i was trying to claim the pathetic 1mark to make myself pass. but i wrote this " I told me that". LOL. i dunno what i was writing thou. i think i was gonna write"IT told me that " instead of i. LOL. stupid nonsense caused me a loss of mark. however i still claimed 1mark to make myself pass that paper. Hoho!

hmm. just less that 1hours would be shuyi aka piggy bday. so shall now wish her a happy 17th birthday. =) may all your wishes come true =)

laa~

2007-05-16T17:31:00.000+05:00

hoho!
boo. ya. got back most of our results for the mid-year. hmms. i failed combined science. 28 nia. haha. but others still got past la. although average nia. haha. hmms. lols. i got nth to blog. recently kept spending time on online shop. helping shimin them to make others and so~ haha. hmms. recently quite relaxed also. cos after mid-year ler mahs. hmm, Chinese olevel is just around 1week away. hope i can get A. haha. got so heng mah.? haha. hope the topic dat is set is something i am familar with. hoho. hmm. Byyee stop here.

ooo~

2007-05-14T21:28:00.000+05:00

Its mother's day ytd. My mum ordered pizza and kfc in the early afternoon. its like sooo much sia. Full! Hmms. went out with beibei ytd to marina square. We shopped like 20 stores. but i bought nth for myself. How sad is it.? hmm. but still i manage to buy mother's day present for my mum! haas. Aftermaths when suntec to eat pastamania. the pasta there was totally like standard of mine. Which is @$#$#%!@$#$#%@!# anyhow der lohh.. Bugis and PS der better!

Shopped till my legs, toes are sore. Its like red lah. den beibei buy me a slipper from U.R.S i paid $10 haha. he pay 19. hoho. we walked 6 shops and finally i got a desire pair. Den jiu take train home ler lohh.~ Den ytd i sorta move my comp from the floor to my comp table. i slept at 6am! haa. madness. dahh.

shall blog bout some previous day out. last friday went vivo with joanna, qianying and weihang. its like so nth to buy der loh. sians. den went to beauty credit and i bought face and eye mask. the results were indeed not bad. its like i spent $40 on those. but i can use for up to a month lah. haha. den bought a necklace too. afterthat we went to PS. den so sian forgotten there's isnt any neoprint machines anymore. Jiu went up arcade. den i play the fighting game i always play one. play till so shuang. haha. den play mahjong game. hmms. den ard 6+ we seperated. dey when home blah blah. den i go ms lohhh. with elephant, catt, panda and blackkie horse. =X.. bought a long tube from topshop. so boliao. nth much to buy.

070507which was last week, was me and beibei 8th month. went to cp eat swensen after dunno which paper. haha. so delicious. den we ate damn lott. full like arse. haha. alrite. i am lazy to type more. picture time.

delicious*

garr

2007-04-16T19:59:00.000+05:00

BOO~!
i spent $60.80 at ikea on sat. i am broke.
you see~ time fly~~~ so fast two weeks later we'll be taking our mid-year exam. what the hell isit.? i am totally unprepared. However prepare to flunkk flunkk and flunkk~~ GAR~!! depressed~!
however, i still miss my baobei. he's in field camp since this afternoon till friday. miss miss missssss....
photo for the day.

woootss~~!!! bye for now. i am going to bed. studying just make me goes mad~!!

pic

2007-04-10T16:43:00.000+05:00

it's us. with love.

hey

2007-04-10T16:29:00.000+05:00

hey~ i am here to blog again.
im bored~
im going to bath den study den sleep den wake up den go sch den back home den eat den bath den study den sleep den wake up den go sch den back home den eat den bath den study den sleep den wake up den go sch den back home den eat den bath den study den sleep.
HOW BORING CAN LIFE BE~
haa!
a pimple poped out onto my face. and its a painful one. even my hair slighty touches it , it is painful.
hee~! im going to ikea this sat. i want buy this and that and this and that.
this few days or maybe for the past weeks i had been staying in class during recess time. and thus, i saved quite alot of $$. haa. everytime i go down to canteen, i would spent $2 on food and drink. den walk pass the bookshop, i would buy any shit i can. like pens, marker, dnt paper, and whatsoever junk that i dont need. Soo.. its better to stay in class. however, i dun get to exercise. a 4 storeys down and up again. HOHO~!
so today. nth much happens. just that we had a boring assembly, not becos of choir, but becos of the competition.. =X
alrites, chem test on thurs, e maths on fri. i love oxidation and reduction chapter. i am pro in it. HOHO.. other den tat. i flunk others of the chapters in the textbook. hoho. and i am starting to hate maths. its sooo tiring to have to think think and think. Although its not difficult. but teacher teach i dun uds at all.. STUDY SUCK! NO STUDY ALSO SUCKS. thats why lifesarks. =!

hee

2007-04-09T18:15:00.000+05:00

Many things happened during the last few weeks. And it really spoilt my mood to the furthest. first was frenship, second was school work + homework ( maths and all those stupid so hard to uds chapters ), and recently just few days ago we got the news that our dnt folio had another format. It really stressed me out. and i break down on fri & me and baobei 7th month anniversary was totally spoilt by my extremly bad mood. However, whats really motivated me was the rainbow this morning. It sort of tells me that, no matter how much obstacles or whatsoever we go thru, it will ermmm " yu guo tian qing " der.. haa. I felt really "happy" after seeing the rainbow. and it really cheers me up =). i knew everything to be fine. =D
Take care everyone. Life may be hard right now, but once we sail or struggle thru it. We would be able to enjoy already =)
rainbow had motivated me. I NEED DETERMINATION. !!!
Jiayou everyone.

Psss

2007-04-05T23:54:00.000+05:00

Alrite, I am here to clarify
THE FKING FISHBALL TEACHER MADE A MISTAKE.
the person he saw at far east wasnt yeeling but ME~!
What's wrong having a bf 30cm taller.? is it a CRIME.?
DO YOU NEED TO BOTHER IF WE HAD HARD TIME KISSING OR NOT.?
and the BLACK MAN there. DO YOU NEED broadcast to the whole class about student's privacy even is it isnt me? What hell is this.? Teachers should only be settling or handle things that HAPPENS IN SCHOOL ISNT IT.?
And! HOW ASHAMED CAN TAT BE THE TEACHERS GIVE THE WRONG INFORMATION~! WTF LA HOR~! BLARDY NONSENCE! and that fishball! Anyhow PASS WRONG INFO TO BLACK MAN. HOW STUPID IS IT.! Still what.? "the student saw me den put down her head~!" CB LA.! I SMILED TO U FKER. I KNOW YOU EYES ARE COCK-ED!
And BLARDY HELL. DNT, mrs tan said that the format of the folio this year and last year is totally different already! WHAT HELL IS OUR DNT TEACHER DOING.? we had come to april and june we are going to start on our product. this is what we get HUH?! and MR S n MR L. DONT NOE ANYTHING ABOUT IT.?????????? WHAT KIND OF TEACHERS IS THE SCHOOL HAVING.? CAN U IMAGINE WE HAD TO DO OUR MINDMAP, 15ANALYSIS ALL OVER AGAIN ? FARK THE SCHOOL ALRITE. HOWEVER, WE ARE GETTING A BETTER INFO ABOUT THE DNT FOLIO TML.! TO THINK OF IT, I AM SO EXTREMLY PISSED ALRITE. TEACHERS.? SUCKER.?

dnt

2007-04-04T14:02:00.000+05:00

woots~
i finished up all my 16 analysis.. left with one further analysis and i am stuck with it. dunno where to start.. Blahs~!
Deon the lion meow meow pour lemon tea into my water bottle. and now i hate my bottle now. looks so like urinate. F~~~~ meowwwwww! BOOO~!!!!! my tutor is sick. so i would not have tuition today and tml.. hohoho.. good or bad.? blahhhssssss........ tons of work stacking up in pile.. all left undone. and now gonna rush it all out. actually its not alot thou. blahblahblah. Something funny happened today. hoho.. shall not mention it, its a secret .. hahahhahha... off i go. Byee

gggar

2007-04-02T18:50:00.000+05:00

And what's that for.? tryna show ppl what.? HUH?!
You, yourself had worsen the disagreement! I dont give a F

38

2007-03-30T12:55:00.000+05:00

~~now i am the neglecter. the problem maker. the one that isolates another.the bully.~~
~~it doesnt matters.. =)~~

alrites, today skipped maths remedial as i wasnt feeling really well. the weather is just too hot also the previous night did not sleep well. whatever it is. lalala. i dun care~ just found a tutor. haa. wish me get good grade bahs. haa =)

tired

2007-03-28T18:02:00.000+05:00

Im so TIRED today~!
after sch went back home eat den SLEEP!
haha..
i was so reluctant to wake up after the nap. in the middle of my beauty sleep msges and call keep intrupting me. i woke up ard 8. was forcedd to. felt so sick and dizzy. and i just took my dinner and fruit. waiting for a while more to bath. haha. damnn dammn tiredd arh~!
hmms. i am missing him every moment la. when i was in the bus, right now, just now in my dreams. hais. i just got so much to speak to him. i only wanna talk to him. no one else. 2more days and he'll be back. endureeeee~~!!
beiiiiiii~ wo hao xiang ni arh.

boo

2007-03-27T20:14:00.000+05:00

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride We’d see the day when nobody died .

i'm missing him, field camp. hais!

school was like so frastrating. The stupid sitting arrange made me feel so ass warm and whats more the f*ker is sitting beside me.. and he is so damn messyyy.. tissue paper thrown all ard the ground and books all lying there. what hell is that.? i just force them in under his table. haha. he should be having a hard time looking for his books bah. do i care.?

and yes. do i care for someone who doesnt care.?

friendship is it just a piece of shit.? for some who doesnt worth it is. Everyone seems fake, hypocrites. Me too. i dont deny. Whatever it is. it doesnt matters me. What really matters is just to get my mind to study study and study. But here blogging, do u think i am able to do so.? im still lazing around like time is ample. hais. study life just suck. so sick of everything. Hope we go thru all of it soon. =) 6 more month to push ourself. Cheersss~!!

i MISS my BAOBEI~!!

takecare =D

new bg

2007-03-23T10:57:00.000+04:00

hoho~!
here to blog. just came back from school and just sent a mail for the clothes i sold online ytd. haa. got myself a new background somehow same to my frenster der. haha.. going to watch mr bean's holiday later on at night. =) i already bought tickets.. haha. 5pm going back to sch. dunno will take how long. maybe till 7.? hope it'll be earlier ar.. if not i will late for movie ler.. blahs. going bath now.. Byee~!!

found

2007-03-21T17:12:00.000+04:00

LOST AND FOUND~!
lol! early in the morning wake up, prepared and my sis was already late for school yet she came in my room to play with my bear bear when she saw me hugging her.. lol.. den!! somethng amazing and shocking and unbelievable happeneD~! She flip the seventeen magazine i left on the floor DEN~! my IC was found hiding inside it.! LMAO~! both of us was really shockedd.. actually i was gonna really report to the police of lost of IC at home. But never did i know. THE most possibilty the my IC would be would be in the LEAST possibilty place! my ass~!! i search high and low inside my room, also turning it upside down but i DO RMB i did not look for it inside those overdue seventeen magazine. ISnt that amazing.? Maybe god is playing a fool with me. i had not had good sleep thru this 3 days when i realize the lost of my IC. HAHA. ! den after school. We when to the library as ordered by Mr Krishnan. then, we came to realize that it is really a good idea to be inside the library doing our homeworks together.. That was really efficient i should say. ( or should i use another word.? i cant think of it lahS.) Clarify all doubts in the STUPID maths. u know.? i really hate to think and crack my brain! Actually all teachers say are most probably right. they went thru wat we are going thru now and therefore they could give the best advice out of all.. we should not be cursing them behind. From now on, ii shall respect teachers who is teaching us only la. BUT NOT DNT pls! aha. i actually had planned to go to dnt and Steal, i mean take back my past year folio for references. but tml, the stupid novena's wardrobe would be delivered to my home ard 2-4. so i cant go dnt. ass loh. Nvm. =)
Hmmm~!! i just packed and rearranged my bedroom again. now it seems neater =). alright i smells. i shall go to bath already. byee~! =) i am happyy.. cos i dun need go make IC. hehehehehehehehehee =D

IC

2007-03-19T14:55:00.000+04:00

GAR~!
i've lost my IC~!!
fff~!!!
searched high and low for it ytd night and today afternoon. i cant find it everywhere. and i ended up switching the posture of my bed and blah blah cleaning my room~!! HAIS. dunno what to do. Going to make a police report soon. if i cant find it tonight. HAIS. dunno where i lost it, but i dun rmb bringing it out and lose it. MY ASS LA~!! so stress. THIS IS HELL MAN!

mahjong

2007-03-14T15:19:00.000+04:00

hi i am here to blog again =)
alright just finish playing mahjong with sotong elephant pig and dog. and i lost $1.80. booo~ aha. mahjong is so addictive. garr~!
sooooo.. i have nth to do now cos i gotta wait for my stomach to digest the food first before i can get to bath den homework.! hmmm. just now planned to go swimming tml after our remedial. HOPE it DOESNT rain! aha.. after tat k.? hmm. dunnooo~
AHHH~!! still so confused lah.. dunno whats my mind thinking.. maybe i am really missing him. hmms! dunno if he miss me anot.? haha. lame. i want MONEY!! i no MONEY already! i want LOSE FATS! i got SO MUCH FATS.! i am on diet now.. but nth seems to be changing! BLAHS! i want shopping, i want clothes i want bag! i want MONEYYY i dun wan FATS. LAAAAA.. LAME ASS..... hahah.. bb

hais

2007-03-13T18:37:00.000+04:00

hmms. here to update.
Alright. holiday doesnt seems like it is. everyday we are suppose to go back to sch for remedial lesson 8am in the morning. i could just grab like 20minutes extra sleep as compared to school days. and what's more i still couldnt wake up on time. BLAHS! maybe because there isnt any morning calls from him bahs. yup! we've broken up.hmms. i dunno if its a sad or a good thing. i just felt so LOST and confused. you know. sometimes i really dun know what is my mind thinking. i felt myself so like a stranger to my brain cells lah. haha.! and i can confirm myself that i am 1 of the 4 students being mentally ill! lol.
right now. i am feeling so lazy to drag myself to bathe and complete my 9english compo, 1 english and 1 chinese letter writing. MY GOD! i just spent 5hours+ just now surfing for pre-orders websites. and i again ordered 4tops and 2 hp accessories. it total up costing me approximately $100. haha. that's what i do when i am in a bad and lonely mood. i am all alone at home again. my sis when to chalet. hais. parents still had not come back from work.=(
im feeling so so so so so so lost.. SOS! what should i do.?
i am like missing him. him. and him ah. LOL. CRAZY
garrrrrrrr~!
bath now. BYE =)

doohoo~

2007-03-07T11:06:00.000+04:00

dooo~
i am here to blog again.
hmms common test results are all out. i did quite badly. just pass 4subject nia loh. nah~! i dun really feel disapoint or sad about it. haha. why? cos i did not put effort into it lah! i know thats not the way.. but time was really not enough!! garr! mid-year!! my mid-year result!! i will prove i am not a lazy pig~! woohoo~! haha.. getting lamer. jiayou everyone! lalallala.. shall get on with my revision alrd. just ate my maggie.haha. MISS my BEIBEI lotss lotss.!!!! booo.. bye people!
HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BAOBEI!

..

2007-03-03T17:33:00.000+04:00

haha. Neoprint.