hais

hmms. here to update.
Alright. holiday doesnt seems like it is. everyday we are suppose to go back to sch for remedial lesson 8am in the morning. i could just grab like 20minutes extra sleep as compared to school days. and what's more i still couldnt wake up on time. BLAHS! maybe because there isnt any morning calls from him bahs. yup! we've broken up.hmms. i dunno if its a sad or a good thing. i just felt so LOST and confused. you know. sometimes i really dun know what is my mind thinking. i felt myself so like a stranger to my brain cells lah. haha.! and i can confirm myself that i am 1 of the 4 students being mentally ill! lol.
right now. i am feeling so lazy to drag myself to bathe and complete my 9english compo, 1 english and 1 chinese letter writing. MY GOD! i just spent 5hours+ just now surfing for pre-orders websites. and i again ordered 4tops and 2 hp accessories. it total up costing me approximately $100. haha. that's what i do when i am in a bad and lonely mood. i am all alone at home again. my sis when to chalet. hais. parents still had not come back from work.=(
im feeling so so so so so so lost.. SOS! what should i do.?
i am like missing him. him. and him ah. LOL. CRAZY
garrrrrrrr~!
bath now. BYE =)