duhh!

hmmm~
thanks for the tags... i will try to be happy....
alrites.....
shall just start from thursday.. 11sep08
okay... started my day off badly...
suppose to report work at 12pm but i woke up ard 12.. woke up and OH SHIT!
rush my way to bath and rush out of house we a very painful stomach.... wanted to take cab but no avail at that point of time... i walk all the way to e other side of punggol.. and at that point of time i felt totally devastated... late le.. nvm.. stomach still so pain... heart still so pain... nvm.... wanted force myself to go to work because of money... but my mind is totally unstable..... i walk to the other side of punggol for half an hour but totally no cab lo...... i felt like a mess and i broke down to cry again in the middle of no where...... called my counter manager and tell her that i am feeling so damn unwell... i cried while talking to her half way again and it shock her.... so sorry... but i am really glad to have someone who cares about me like how she does....... =)
after i tell her tat i am not reporting work... those farking cab comes one by one.... felt like fark loh... den jiu keep thinking and thinking blah blah stuff.. i cried my way home on the road.... so afraid that anyone will see...... haisss.... =(....... why issit so hard to let go still???
at that point of time... i only think of my *tata*..... but i know he wont bother...... but nvm.... i'll do anything for *tata*......

forget bout the sad stuff.
so i reach home after tat and pack my room abit.. threw away 3big bags of rubbish... also.... a photo of the past us.

no point keeping ler .. =(..
pack pack pack.. den 7plus went katie house play MJ..
i won 18$... haaha...
den took bus home ard 11.45pm...

today... 12sepo8 Friday
went to work at 9.30
end work 6.30... forgot the time loh... actually is 5.30 end one..... haha.. but nvm... got sale...
train down to serangoon... when reach serangoon station ler i act pro loh... gu yi walk another exit.. lol...... den i lost my way.. haha.. cant find the correct bus stop... lol.... and i kept walking further loh... stubborn me... knowing its wrong still keep walking dun want turn back... lol.... end up i gave up finding and took cab... lol... sian 1/2.... but nvm.... reached chomp chomp and met up with gladys, huiitng, celestine, katie.... haha... they ordered alot of food.. i just sat at the table waiting.... got prawn mee, satay, popiah, oyster omellette, sugarcane juice, chicken wing, carrot cake, sotong, stringray, i think thats it. haha.. quite full.... next time eat again k.....? haha.. den den... played MJ at my house with glad, shuyi, and xiaoben that sucker... lol... they left ard 12... lonely again... abit emo again.... cos i cant be alone... i will think alot when i alone.... wanted go drink.. but he dun want acc me... sian 1/2.. nvm.. now i already no emo ler.... hope i can be not emo forever...
haha...
saw cute guys this few days... one is kiehl's der model, the other one at kbox ehub.. and i saw my agnes b cute guy at my counter today.. hahahhahaaa...... he walk into robinsons again.. lol...
haha... maybe i should think of the agnes b guy... other that my past, or that *tata*.... hehehe! evil laugh