haiiss

i really dun know wat i really wants..
my feelings for him is love + hatred..
i feelss really suckss sometimess...
i cant forget him.. i really cant...
and i realli dont want to.. i really feel so damnn hell pain..
i want him back to me.. i really wish to have him back to walk thru all this pains he causedd..
i dun want to face it all by myself...
i cant face the fact that he's gone.. nobody knowss..
to him:
im really sorry... for i said so much to make u so fed up..
i really doesnt know wat i want..
i didnt meant to irritatess u in all wayss..
all i want is to have u backk..
im really sorryy..
i used the wrong method to love u..
i dun know if u will see this..
but i realli wantss u to know that
i'll be here waiting..
i really gratefull for wat u gave in the past
Cuz what we shared was heavenly
Like a rose that's in full bloom
You make me so happy
i nv thought i'll lose u..
ur love wass and still is the only thing i run to..
Every minute of every hour..i want you to know tat i am waiting for u..