hmm

1 more week to my 16th bday~
it seem like the older i grow the more tears grew~~
how i wish i had nv grown up..

maybe its really an experience gave by god and the punishment i received for choosing the wrong path to walk.. so much sufferings so much pain and sadness.. is what i deserved.. YA~!!...
Sometimes i really wonder if i had depression..
my mood would swing~~~ suddenly..
my tears would flow anytime..
and my whole mind is asking me to kill myself so as to end all this farking painns..
sighh~~

i really hope i could end my life..
u know.?
i farking hate this life~