haiis

shall update from last fridayy..


Friday
stayed back after sch for dnt.. den rush home cox going out play liaoo.. pak pool.. as usual at hougang plaza k pool.. from 5+ till 10+pm.. 5 hourss.. its addictive.. play and play none stop..


Saturday
supposed to go swimming with Piggy shuyi, sotong gladys and elephant huiting... but the pig said she tired.. den nv go with us.. wat a pigg.. sun tan abit... off to bathe ard 1+ i think.. den we planned to townn.. but its was cancelled due to the rain.. den i jiu go hg plaza pak pool again.. reach at 4... actuallyy is cm and co there nia.. suddenly km and co pop out.. den celestine and co pop out.. den ben pop out.. that pig also pop out.. =x ... pig , vala and ben went to eat.. i nv go.. den they went home.. but ben came back.. play play play till 10+ reaching 11 ler.. i paidd $11 that day while fri i only paid $5 nia... brokee lerr.. denn ben pei me take bus home.. saw his fren den he take photo of us... i look damn arse shagg ... whole dayy swimming and poolingg.. =x.. somemore i did not put any make up when i go out.. cox i damn lazy to do so.. somemore the flash lightt still... lol.. i look like a ghost la.. wateva..

Sunday
stayed at home whole day doing nothinggg...

Monday
rushed my dnt folio.. and i manage to finish it all... im so happy.. whole day did 10 sheet at once.. and i m not even tired after that...=p

Tuesday
went to school happily with my homework all done.. =x... den go school touch up dnt abit.. den pass up liao.. i think only i pass up niaa... somemore the teacher say not bad.. but if she reads my wordss...... i thinkk... hehe.. today nth much too.. i haven did my mathss... and my boddy feels so... i thinks its my old injury ba.. my left sidee of my body like dunno how to say la.. just so pain when i move la..
im tiredd....
stop heree....



i hate to hear the sound of u walking away from me..
i hate to feels my heart that still misses u so much..
i hate myself for not forgetting u..
i hate my life...
=(

fff

LIFE's everlasting boring


saw something on the web few days ago...

kitty hairpin


VW earringg..


this i dunno wat.. aha..


hehex.. necklace.. gorgeous yea..?


like all those, but not intending to buy it cox the postage fee must be dame ex..
stop here... nites..

afterall, i am not wrong to say that..

the one he loves is her..

maybe nv been me b4..

hais

today.. nth much.. just tat the damn arse krishnan again...
he simply sucks big time... only knows how to scold us.. say us.. wat we do are all wrong things.. wateva he does are all right.. he dun even care to put himself in our shoe.. most of the teachers nowadays are like tat already.. they dun care to give a hack to student.. thats how rebelling takes place yeah..? i realli think so la.. i am so sick and tired of english lesson.. i am so sick and tired going to sch knowing that we gotta face the damn blackie for 130minutes everyday except for fridae.. so sick and tired of wat he will think to punish us... i realli dun wish to go to sch.. its all scoldings.. i learnt nth at all... and realli had no mood to everyday rush to finish work.. he just love to drag our time.. i had no choice.. every piece of english homework i just did it all any o how~... he doesnt understand us at all... so wat if we are sitting for exam at the end of year... its all dame shits.. he is always just forcing us to do his work anyhow.. why cant he just teach us new wordss or correct our poor language standard than keep receiving poor piece of work from us...?? maybe he dun bothers to seriously mark our work too.. so why must we do it seriously.. he just sucks all the way... and i really hope he will die soon... maybe he die ler den we will be motivated to study so as to thank him... haiis... life simply suckss... im so stressed.. so vexed... and i hate myself...

bored

eeks~
im still bored as ever..
i still got nth better to do... and i totally dun have the farking mood to do those english homework... compo topic.. i dun uds what the hell its meaning.. journal... i had nth much to write too.. cox my holiday is spent so farkingly sadd... haiis.. im feeling so sleepy now.. but i just dun wanna sleep... im waiting.. for.. haiis.. im fainting soon.. lol.. =x... today did not take a afternoon nap as i went shuyi hse straight to watch fullhouse... lol.. today nth much.. just as boring as ytd la.. haiis.. farking life with so much troubles, homeworks lalala.. im realli so damn vexedd la.. i realli realli wish to sleep and nv wake up.. lol =x..

haii

im so damn arse boredd right now...
i've got nth to do.. or should i say i dun wanna do anything~
LALA~!!
so boreddd~!!
today sch still boring as usual.. and i am damn tired.. sleepy ... and i ate alot todayyy...
damn me~ 3 mealss leh....!!! wth~!!!..
i just want to eat 1 meal everyday like wat i did the whole holiday..
i eat cox i dun wanna be *anti-social* LA... =p...
i shall not eat tml... and tml got dnt nor.. im damn dead.. nag nag and nagsss by the damn teacher... for me not turning up for e remedial... not i dun wan go.. is i totally moodless la...
hell it~!! i still need write letter for not turning up for english remedia also.. damn krishnan is so loud todayy... hate him like shit.. shout and shout and shouting non stop.. thou his words are motivating but ours ears are suffering like hell la.. ARSEHOLE.. i dun wan go to sch la.. its so damn boring.. wasting time here and there.. i rather stay at home and study on my own.. but i wont too.. =p.. i wanna sleep like a pig and nv wake up.. im so tired.. damn tiredd... lifes is nothing interesting... just so boring with things happening constanly everyday.. at home also sian.. everyday do the same thing... log on msn den frenster.. look ard.. nth do jiu blog... listening all the shitty songs everyday.. HAIS~ LIFE'S REALLY BORING... what if i becum a pig..?? oink here oink there.. killed and eaten.. den dun need bored here bored there ler... I M SO DAMNN SIANNN ARR~!! ytd while shopping at marina square... i always thinks that all the perfume is either too fragrance or too smelly.... and i simply hate it.. but finally found one which is suitable for my dammn nosee.. =x... Gucci ENVY ME Eau de Toilette.. it smell great , simple lalala... i think i am buying it... and i need Hisamitsu LIFECELLA Botanical Collagen Eye Mask too... im looking like a panda real soon... my eyebags are getting darker and darker each and everyday la...
HELL~!! i am still so bored...
LIFE SARKS~

food fair..

hi~!!
was out with sm,cm and dawnn~... went to the food fair at suntec.. i spent only $1... ate only sharkfin soup... feel everything so fattening wat so eva.. =x.. den saw tweety bird.. i nv take photo.. cox later i take liao the ppl want me pay $$ den wtf liao.. =x.. after tat went to marina square... to face shop.. i bought pearl powder.. den ebase.. bout a white long sleeve top... it caught my eye once i step into ebase.. i dun care the price watsoeva.. tried it and bought it.. its not cheap, not expensive thou.. =p.. $33 nia.. den walk around my foot damn pain, soree.. den we when to pak pool.. so damn long nv play liao.. lousy diao liaoo... sadd.. hmmmms.. paid $6 for it... den go food loft eat... grill chicken.. quite nice.. not that nice thou.. =x.. after tat walked ard.. den home sweet home... watchedd the ending part of star idol.. and bryan wong won.. YEAH~... haha... thou i nv vote.. but i just dun like leo's face.. kaka...
Haiii~!!! back to school tml... WTH~
tuesday dnt... everything is left undone... oo... i die ler... soo vexed bout everythingg la... haiii...
stop here... picture time...




BYE~!!

ello~

Hihi~...
had a great talk with km justt now... im feeling realli better now... thou we really cannot get back to the past ler.. but its realli a happii memoriess indeed.. smile =)... lalala...
Changedd my layoutt.. like this better huh... so that i can post alot of my ZI LIAN pics up here... took prettyy much photoss today.. uploaded too.. shall post it up.. ARG~!! monday gonna reachh soon... going back to sch againn..!! i dun wann... this whole week i had not been doing anything b4 other den cryingg... =(.. its the saddest week i had as well as the saddest holidayy... i dun wanna fall in love again =x... wahaaa.. im thankful for the ppl ard.. trying to cheer me up... thankss to levinaa and Linqi for taggingg to cheer me up.. =) muackss.. =x.. i appreciate it..!! =p.. nth much to blogg ler.. tml going to the food fairr.. maybe i would eat alot.. maybe i would justt see all the delicious food fly pass me ba... wahaha.. =x.. photo timee..



waha.. boring take for funn...





still got more... shall post next time when i blog againnss... =)..
byebye..
<3

hais~

Haiis...
i shouldnt be hating him anymore.. i knew he didnt meant to hurt me.. relationship is always like this.. i did felt his heart.. i really did felt his heart.. i know he did not toy me afterall.. i can feel it.. i realli did feel it... but maybe we doesnt have that fate the be together bah.. i really cant bear to let him go.. i really loves him.. its really hard for me to live suddenly without him.. i am so used to have him by my side.. Haiiiss... i really miss him.. so so much.. =(...
i think i realli realli need to let him know every every thing as soon as possible.. i dun wanna drag anymore.. the more i drag the more pain i feel iside.. but when i come to think that i shall tell him everything, my mouth just.. and my mind just became so blankk.. i dunno how to start.. i am afraid he would ignore half way thru.. i am afraid i would offence him.. i am afraid of all the shit that might happens.. i am really afraid.. i already lost him.. i really cant believe that my beautiful story end so soon... when i thinks that he actually toyed me.. my minds again flashed back to the time when we are so happily together.. flash back to the scene when he first kissed me.. flashed back to the scene when i cried when he kissed.. flashed back to how i became his.. everything is just so simple yet sweet... haiiis... i still cant believe it.. cant believe thats he walked out of my world.. he left me aside and let me cry all alone..
i really miss him... haiis.. every single things just made me think of him.. the lonely path.. he was the first person in my world who held my hand and walked together with me thru the path.. he was the first who i forget all loneliness.. he was the first who paid for my movie tickets.. he was the first man whom i fold heartss for..he was the first who i truely loved and the first who truely loved me.. he was the first man who makes me so happy.. and he was the first i cried for thru the lonely path.. and also the first man i continuosly cried for for the whole one week... my bed is filled with tears i cried for him.. i cant forget him, cant get over him.. i simply cant.. cant forget how well his mother cooks.. cant forget wat he did.. cant forget that he cool a ice lemon tea for me.. cant forget how he picks up my hairsss which falls on his floor... cant forget his sweet smss..
somehow i really need to forget.. but i really wish i need not do that.. i really dont want to forget him.. i really dont want.. haiis.. what can i do..??? i really dun know.. i really hope him to come back to me.. i realli hope so.. but i know it wont happenss anymore.. unless miracle exist.. HAIISs... i really really do love him a lot.. i regretted wanting to break with him.. i really regretted... Haiis... love is pain...
wo zhen de zhen de hen xin ku...!!

MEIYUNheartsKM
i really miss you.. so so much...
haiis~

we are over... just over...
35days of love im now left with a broken heart...
i find it so meaningless to blog..
find it so damn hard to stop thinking of him
find it so meaningless to live on...
he is a bastard.... dun go near him
i hate him... simply hate him...
he is a fcuker, a jerk..
a big big liar... a playa..
he is just BAD... theres nth much but only BAD bout him....
TKM YOU SUCKSS~!!!!!

re-opened my blog...
shall work on my blogskin ler...
cya..