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now i am the neglecter. the problem maker. the one that isolates another.the bully.
it doesnt matters.. =)

alrites, today skipped maths remedial as i wasnt feeling really well. the weather is just too hot also the previous night did not sleep well. whatever it is. lalala. i dun care~ just found a tutor. haa. wish me get good grade bahs. haa =)

tired

Im so TIRED today~!
after sch went back home eat den SLEEP!
haha..
i was so reluctant to wake up after the nap. in the middle of my beauty sleep msges and call keep intrupting me. i woke up ard 8. was forcedd to. felt so sick and dizzy. and i just took my dinner and fruit. waiting for a while more to bath. haha. damnn dammn tiredd arh~!
hmms. i am missing him every moment la. when i was in the bus, right now, just now in my dreams. hais. i just got so much to speak to him. i only wanna talk to him. no one else. 2more days and he'll be back. endureeeee~~!!
beiiiiiii~ wo hao xiang ni arh.

boo

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride We’d see the day when nobody died .

i'm missing him, field camp. hais!

school was like so frastrating. The stupid sitting arrange made me feel so ass warm and whats more the f*ker is sitting beside me.. and he is so damn messyyy.. tissue paper thrown all ard the ground and books all lying there. what hell is that.? i just force them in under his table. haha. he should be having a hard time looking for his books bah. do i care.?

and yes. do i care for someone who doesnt care.?

friendship is it just a piece of shit.? for some who doesnt worth it is. Everyone seems fake, hypocrites. Me too. i dont deny. Whatever it is. it doesnt matters me. What really matters is just to get my mind to study study and study. But here blogging, do u think i am able to do so.? im still lazing around like time is ample. hais. study life just suck. so sick of everything. Hope we go thru all of it soon. =) 6 more month to push ourself. Cheersss~!!

i MISS my BAOBEI~!!

takecare =D

new bg

hoho~!
here to blog. just came back from school and just sent a mail for the clothes i sold online ytd. haa. got myself a new background somehow same to my frenster der. haha.. going to watch mr bean's holiday later on at night. =) i already bought tickets.. haha. 5pm going back to sch. dunno will take how long. maybe till 7.? hope it'll be earlier ar.. if not i will late for movie ler.. blahs. going bath now.. Byee~!!

found

LOST AND FOUND~!
lol! early in the morning wake up, prepared and my sis was already late for school yet she came in my room to play with my bear bear when she saw me hugging her.. lol.. den!! somethng amazing and shocking and unbelievable happeneD~! She flip the seventeen magazine i left on the floor DEN~! my IC was found hiding inside it.! LMAO~! both of us was really shockedd.. actually i was gonna really report to the police of lost of IC at home. But never did i know. THE most possibilty the my IC would be would be in the LEAST possibilty place! my ass~!! i search high and low inside my room, also turning it upside down but i DO RMB i did not look for it inside those overdue seventeen magazine. ISnt that amazing.? Maybe god is playing a fool with me. i had not had good sleep thru this 3 days when i realize the lost of my IC. HAHA. ! den after school. We when to the library as ordered by Mr Krishnan. then, we came to realize that it is really a good idea to be inside the library doing our homeworks together.. That was really efficient i should say. ( or should i use another word.? i cant think of it lahS.) Clarify all doubts in the STUPID maths. u know.? i really hate to think and crack my brain! Actually all teachers say are most probably right. they went thru wat we are going thru now and therefore they could give the best advice out of all.. we should not be cursing them behind. From now on, ii shall respect teachers who is teaching us only la. BUT NOT DNT pls! aha. i actually had planned to go to dnt and Steal, i mean take back my past year folio for references. but tml, the stupid novena's wardrobe would be delivered to my home ard 2-4. so i cant go dnt. ass loh. Nvm. =)
Hmmm~!! i just packed and rearranged my bedroom again. now it seems neater =). alright i smells. i shall go to bath already. byee~! =) i am happyy.. cos i dun need go make IC. hehehehehehehehehee =D

IC

GAR~!
i've lost my IC~!!
fff~!!!
searched high and low for it ytd night and today afternoon. i cant find it everywhere. and i ended up switching the posture of my bed and blah blah cleaning my room~!! HAIS. dunno what to do. Going to make a police report soon. if i cant find it tonight. HAIS. dunno where i lost it, but i dun rmb bringing it out and lose it. MY ASS LA~!! so stress. THIS IS HELL MAN!

mahjong

hi i am here to blog again =)
alright just finish playing mahjong with sotong elephant pig and dog. and i lost $1.80. booo~ aha. mahjong is so addictive. garr~!
sooooo.. i have nth to do now cos i gotta wait for my stomach to digest the food first before i can get to bath den homework.! hmmm. just now planned to go swimming tml after our remedial. HOPE it DOESNT rain! aha.. after tat k.? hmm. dunnooo~
AHHH~!! still so confused lah.. dunno whats my mind thinking.. maybe i am really missing him. hmms! dunno if he miss me anot.? haha. lame. i want MONEY!! i no MONEY already! i want LOSE FATS! i got SO MUCH FATS.! i am on diet now.. but nth seems to be changing! BLAHS! i want shopping, i want clothes i want bag! i want MONEYYY i dun wan FATS. LAAAAA.. LAME ASS..... hahah.. bb

hais

hmms. here to update.
Alright. holiday doesnt seems like it is. everyday we are suppose to go back to sch for remedial lesson 8am in the morning. i could just grab like 20minutes extra sleep as compared to school days. and what's more i still couldnt wake up on time. BLAHS! maybe because there isnt any morning calls from him bahs. yup! we've broken up.hmms. i dunno if its a sad or a good thing. i just felt so LOST and confused. you know. sometimes i really dun know what is my mind thinking. i felt myself so like a stranger to my brain cells lah. haha.! and i can confirm myself that i am 1 of the 4 students being mentally ill! lol.
right now. i am feeling so lazy to drag myself to bathe and complete my 9english compo, 1 english and 1 chinese letter writing. MY GOD! i just spent 5hours+ just now surfing for pre-orders websites. and i again ordered 4tops and 2 hp accessories. it total up costing me approximately $100. haha. that's what i do when i am in a bad and lonely mood. i am all alone at home again. my sis when to chalet. hais. parents still had not come back from work.=(
im feeling so so so so so so lost.. SOS! what should i do.?
i am like missing him. him. and him ah. LOL. CRAZY
garrrrrrrr~!
bath now. BYE =)

doohoo~

dooo~
i am here to blog again.
hmms common test results are all out. i did quite badly. just pass 4subject nia loh. nah~! i dun really feel disapoint or sad about it. haha. why? cos i did not put effort into it lah! i know thats not the way.. but time was really not enough!! garr! mid-year!! my mid-year result!! i will prove i am not a lazy pig~! woohoo~! haha.. getting lamer. jiayou everyone! lalallala.. shall get on with my revision alrd. just ate my maggie.haha. MISS my BEIBEI lotss lotss.!!!! booo.. bye people!
HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BAOBEI!

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haha. Neoprint.